Saturday, November 29, 2008

How To Do It?

i had finally started my part of being a tutor. i distribute flyers today!! and i am embarrassed to do so! damn~
i can so understand the feeling of walking the streets aimlessly, holding those damn flyers and wandering in my head which house should i head to first, will there be someone there, in the house peeking out and spot me and brush me away with the broom..bla bla~~
and i only want chinese students so i aim house that looks chinese-sey la~
and kena bark!! damn!!!
i thought dogs were cute and cuddly so now i have to revert my thoughts on them!! lolx!!
luckily no dogs chase after me!! but i saw some chickens by the road side though, and i saw one that almost fell into the longkang(drain) and i was laughing my head off, in the middle of the road, alone. but luckily no one passed by or not i will be sent to the mental hospital for laughing at the sight of chickens!
anyway, all i have got to say is, when there a "flyer people", that hands you pieces of paper that you prolly won;t even glance at it, just take it anyway, just for the sake of making them happy la.
this job really needs a lot of courage and you just have to be very thick skin to be up to this job and i am not a very thick skin person, so i am not up for it!! lolx!!

wee~ came back, took a long and nice bath, then went Mcd.
to study.
yea, that is kinda a style among us friends la.. well, i kinda pick it up from Power Ranger.
i went alone and sat there doing my things and onlining for well around 5 hours! wee..
at least i got something done!!

since christmas is around the corner, i have given a thought of changing my blog skin to something festiviti!! lolx!!
but i am unable to do so. i am not that IT literate and i am not that bad also, i am in the middle. yea, i love sitting ont he fence! so heck!!
could anyone teach me how to change skins the right way??!!
uman~~maybe u can help me!! lolx!!
urrgghh~~ how to do!!!?
i nnearly lost all the contacts! damn!!

meanwhile, this is the new me!

ok~ nothing that is so new la!!lolx!!
but i think i have lose of of the fats@@
wee~~ happyness!! and i dyed my hair but it is so unseeable~
thanks and no thanks to my mum for giving me overly healthy hair!!
Friday, November 28, 2008

Was A Pig...

i did a lot of stuffs today! at last, my Fridays will not be as boring as it was before.
mum will take Friday holidays starting from now till don't know when because she will be having Japanese classes on Saturday. so Saturday's spring cleaning is now called Friday spring cleaning! lolx!
went to the market and kept thinking that today is Saturday and i annoyed her by asking why isn't that or this stall open today?got any big chinese events that i did not know?bla bla bla...
and if i am not mistaken, she had answered my question around 5 times before getting really really annoyed and start scolding me for being dumb and annoying! lolx! see...morning blues~ and i got all the blues.

for this past whole week, all i remembered doing is RUSHING.
nothing was and is this clear in my mind except for the scene of me rushing to college, rushing between classes, rushing to do my pending homework, rushing to master accounting, rushing for busses and hell, it has been raining this whole week!! damn!
The words seem more like an indian character now! lolx!
that i was so tired today. i slept a bit early the night before thinking that prolly an early 30 minutes sleep will help a lot since i slept so much little for the past four days and was so drained.
heck, i woke up to this humming sound in my head this morning. mum called me up when usually i could wake up by myself. seems that the clock rang twice, and i was still in bed. i did not hear that though.
was a bit dizzy so proceeded to the market. after done marketing, came back and plop myself on the bed and fell asleep.
was kinda half asleep and half awake that kinda scenario because i could hear my mum scolding me again for going back to sleep when it was already 9 in the morning.
i did not care and continue what i do best. SLEEPING.
then she woke me up again and go buy groceries again!! i was like.. "you don't even cook that much so why buy so much??!"
bla bla..then came back. unload stuffs and i went out.
black out. just like that.
and i hit my head i think because my head is still in pain ! hish~
my mum said i woke up and went to bed to rest. rest a.k.a sleep in my "dictionary".
so i slept like a pig.
from 1030a.m to 3 p.m.
yeah!! without waking up even once.
and i had dreams!! damn~ i dreamt about people that i hate and people that i dislike!
i dreamt about "ninja"!! damn!!!
to those that know who is ninja, so yerr la that i dream about "ninja".

i dreamt that "ninja" came to my house and waited for me outside.
i was out to don't know where la then when i came home, i dreamt that my grandma was still alive and her voice of telling me that someone came to find you was so vivid and so real!!
i bloody love my grandma and i bloody hate "ninja". so what does this dream means? why does it have to consist people that i love most and people that i hate most!!!?!!
god!! i am never going to sleep in the morning or take afternoon nap anymore!!
it has been so long since i have dreams during my sleeps, not even during the night time. prolly i was so tired and wore out that when i plop down, i sleep like
katak mati.

haix~ i miss you grandma~
we are having Christmas tree in our house this year.
sorry that this tree was actually promised to you but we did not have the chance to put it up with you.
so i hope that you will be by our side when we decorate this tree that belongs to ALL of us in this house.
at least make me know that you are with us when we put that tree up, any, just any signs will do.
because i miss you badly.
happy early christmas wish from me everyone!
i am a christmas freak!!^^ i love this day!

Thursday, November 27, 2008

today and yesterday

yesterday was prolly the saddest day of my life since entered into college life.
i knew that i was going to not score that both unit but i did not know that this will have such a big effect on the cgpa!
i was so utterly shock beyond words! and prolly damn ashamed also!
i did not expected it and it was not in my expectation to get that bad.
had a frustrated ride return home. jam like nobody's business, rained like cats and dogs and my leg hurts like shit due to the whole 45 minutes standing in the bus that doesn't understand the meaning of being courteous on the road and definitely have not been attending any street smart seminars.
told mum about the damn embarrassed thing
, the dumb cgpa...
and kena scolding through out the whole night! damn!

tried going online also unable to do so!

yesterday is like so what ever!!

today is volleyball day and also english presentation day.
we had our spiking test today and i almost broke my arm. guess that i am not professional enough..or.. is it just because of his skills?
overall, should be okay~^^
did our presentation today too...
happy to the max when teacher said that i was the best...marks that i will be very happy to get if today was my finals. marks of what i call almost to the max.
why am i so good in language and so damn bad in calculations??!!!

internet line damn suck!!
keeps disconnecting~ish~

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Latin dance.

saw a Latin dance promotion in school today. thus being a dance lover, me and my friend approach the stall. then this short, cute but kinda old guy suddenly came out front from behind the stand and starts explaining what is Latin dance to us like he had been memorizing it for days and eager to splurge everything to the very first customer that are willing to stand there to listen.
like i said, we were interested, listened, asked a few questions and thus wrote down our details.
this guy is prolly doing his first ever promotion on dancing because the way he presented it was really kayu and he was so damn nervous. even the paper that he handed us was written in pencil and there were a lot of error and a lot of scribbles, not like those damn standard printed out nicely and profesionally done forms to fill in.
nevertheless, the teacher is cute.*winks*(a bit short though)

then there were a short dance performance.
the teacher was even more chio and so damn pretty... but sadly there was no crowd.
it is like so damn bullshit weh, when the Kung Fu club was having a booth there, all Tarcians crowded at the canteen hall like there was a big pile of gold there waiting for them to rush in and dig in.
i mean.. come on la~ how can a Kung Fu club attract more "customers" than a Latin dance booth!!?!
thanks and no thanks to some guys who were just there for the sake of looking and hoping that when the teacher twirls, the super duper damn hot short skirt will fly up high to the sky, revealing the "heaven" beneath it. damn perverts~
i knew it because i was there, when they had that awe expression when the teacher did twirl, the talks that they passed on to each other, the giggles and the satisfaction looks and thus gone laughing out loud.
then i realised... Malaysians is so like way back time. they duper kuno style of mentality could really kill me at times!!
* if you wear duper short skirt/pants( showing thighs), you are not allowed to enter the college and your ID would be suspended.
* if you wear V cut shirt/blouse/tops. guys will look at you 24/7 hoping that you will bow down and forgot to cover it so that they can have a glimpse of heaven.
* when wearing low cut jeans/pants and when sitting, definitely ass shows, the guys sitting behind would stare and talk non stop about it and it gets louder and louder and louder and ended up the whole hall knows about it.
* wearing aupicious color inner wear and wearing a white T/blouse on the outer, will definitely attract all eyes and talks about it will be held at the White House/Parliament.
* being differrent and wering dull colors(as in punk, gothic) will be thought of having mental problem.

i still have got a lot of egs but i don't even want to bother to elaborate.^^
i was remember that when my mum brought me to China Town, i saw this 2 angmos lady having quite big "pillows" and was wearing a damn short and tight blouse matching a white see through short skirt. and usually angmos are big in size(fat), so you can imagine what i want to say next la... elaboration not needed la~
then this 3-4 malay guys passed by and "woot" and "weet" at them and was like challenging them to be touched by them because they walked so close to the ladies and was on the verge of touching them!
till this day, i would say, what a disgrace...
sees flesh and they lost their own flesh(dignity)
like never see flesh before!! haix~ damn saddening...

by the way, Latin consist of Cha Cha Cha, Paso Doble, Samba, Rumba and Tango.
i had seen my friends dance before and fell in love with samba!
my mum encourage me to learn and agreed to pay half of the fees! damn happy now!!^^


Monday, November 24, 2008


i am from science background when i was in secondary. now that i am in business course, obviously, the knowledge of accounting is required. was and am still suffering to cramp all accounting related stuffs. got 2 semester stuffs to remember!! what the!!
yea~failed first semester. haix~
today i had seen the light, literally...
suddenly accounting seems easy to me and it was like i had seen that some where before. was damn happy and hopping around, singing Yay, finally acc is easy!!!

ok~i forgot tomorrow got BISA coursework and BM presentation!!
what the heck!!
i was so overwhelmed by my great achievement of mastering Bank Reconciliation is just mere 1 hour till i forgot that accounting is not the only thing that i need to master! damn!
back to study~
thankx umanadama(i duno how to spell ur name weh)(got any shorter name?)for that shisha enlightment!!

always wander....

is shisha-ing same as smoking?

will they get addicted and thus starts to become horny??
can any one tell me what the heck exactly is shisha~??
Sunday, November 23, 2008

something about today~

someone gave me a rang today. it startled me because it has been almost half a year since she called, or rather, we talked. she was my secondary school mate, not that good, not that close but still way better than the friends that i am having now.
seems like she has finally decided to move on in life. not marry la... she is currently working with Maxis in one of the branch in Kuala Lumpur, not going to tell where...blek... she has been having this thought of resigning with Maxis company and there were two options that she could get on life with.. one, that is to go to Celcom, sounds like traitor right?! Lolx!! but maxis is hell to work with la.. second, that is to go learn what i have thought of learning... saloon and those manicure pedicure shits.

the next minute, she told me that she wanted to choose second option and let her boyfriend fend for her, she says that it is high time that the BF starts to learn and she is traning him to do so... lolx~ so obvious la that she is going to marry him. Hahahaha...
she then told me of how her secondary besttie, sissta, BFF started to act weird and tries to ignore all her calls, obviously not replying messages. how life changes!! one minute down the road, they were hugging each other and hands all around shoulders and then the next hour, both acted like they never knew each other and just carry on walking even though they tripped on each other!!
who ever invented Best Friends Forever,... Bullshsit weh~ there is no such thing as BFF. not till this 18 years of life that i had seen one.. so barr~~ heck to BFF title!!

i had a lot of things to rush through and there seems to be so little time!!
mum says that i am lazy that is why i have got no enough time.
"every one has 24 a day, so stop saying you have got no enough time. shut up now~" says mum!! T.T tried doing my tutorials today, definitely have a lot of I-Don't-Know-How-To-Do and What-The-Heck-Is-This!!!

dyed my hair again today!! wee~~
yea~ i know..cancerous.. heck.. don't care la~
burgundy this time!! woot~~ and am loving it!! i have always wanted reddish hair so that i can look like a devil! lolx!! i want to look devilish!

early this morning, my mum nearly cost someone a big hole in his pocket and in my mum's too...
she nearly helped someone fly the car's door..
well, according to law, it was that person's fault la because he just opened his door without looking out. some more dare to glance and beckon us!! woot~~ church member some more!! wah!! what an eye opener!!
heck~ people are still people~ no matter what religion they are, bad habits are hard to die.

maple is so very the best!!!
best until i don't know how to do homework and all i could think of is way to up level!!
woot~ have to do it at school tomorrow la~ too bad~~ friends, i so need your help!! heheheheh~~
back to maple~ chiowx~

something that i got in mail

O lny srmat poelpe can raed tihs.

cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The
phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy,

"it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm.

Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if

you can raed tihs psas it on !! "

this is what i got in mail today.
some brain stuffs, and if you could read it without stopping to think of the scramnle words then there is nothing wrong with you being a fast reader.
i remember the first week of orientation in TARC, they let us read this and i had finish it like in 20 seconds and people beside me is still trying to figure out the second word!! obviously they have not heard of books~

this is quite and interesting thing to know that actually our mind does not operate in order too, as in~~ format la~~ we are not robots so we don't need programming to read the above...
try it out~~
Saturday, November 22, 2008


i have been receiving weird emails from a 22 years old black girl from Senegal, requesting me to be her friends and says that she becomes interested in me.
out of curiosity, i replied her.
her first email goes like this...
"Hello My name is miss Jennifer i saw your profile today and became intrested in you,i will also like to know you the more,and i want you to send a mail to my email address so i can give you my picture for you to know whom l am.Here is my email address .I believe we can move from here.I am waiting for your mail to my email address above.miss Jennifer.(Remeber the distance or colour does not matter but love matters alot in life) Please rpely me with my email address here jennifer"
i was kinda touch that she wants to be my friend and with no doubt in mind, i replied her.
and i thought the love that she says is love as in friends love~
" thanks for the willingness to be my friends. where did you get my mail and what profile are you referring to? i would be more than glad to be your friends.
yours sincerely,

ok~ that reply went something like that...
and not long.. she replied me back with more details of herself and she really did enclose her picture..
well, i would not be so sure that that was the real picture of herself. because the second letter came like as in she wanted me to know everything about her. and there strike me, isn't she being to overly nice?~ or is it just me?? this is the second letter...
"My Dearest One I am more than happy when i saw your mail.How was your day?,Mine is a little bit cold over here in Dakar Senegal . My name is Jennifer Konte from Ivory Coast in West Africa,5.7ft tall, dark in complexion,22 years old,(never married before) and presently i am residing in the refugee
camp here in Dakar as a result of the civil war that was fought in my country. My late father Dr Micheal Konte was the managing director of Konte industry (Ltd) and he was the personal advicer to the former head of state (Late Dr Robert Guei) before the rebels attacked our house one early morning and killed my mother and my father in cold blood.It was only me that is alive now and I managed to make my way to a near by country Senegal where i am living now.I would like to know more about you.Your likes and dislikes,your hobbies and what you are doing presently.I will tell you more about myself in my next mail.Attached here is my picture and I will send another picture in my next mail. I will also like to see your picture. Hoping to hear from you soonest Jennifer"
notice how she kept referring me as her dearest!!!
and she enclosed a picture of herself too~~

there!! the swindler's face!!
ok~ that place doesn't seem like a refugee camp!!
and she smiles evily. and where the hell she get that camera to take a picture of herself, i will never know!
darn it@@ i hate blacks!!
she got that i-have-nothing-to-do-so-i-swindle-people's face!!!
to this letter, i remember of replying something normal to her as in my dislikes, my likes and my hobbies and that kinda shit stuffs. i even enclosed a picture of myself.. i wonder, will she ever use the picture of mine to swindle other people???!!! GOD!!! my beautiful image!!!
so people, beware!! Me, Victoria Poh wouldnt do such a thing and if you receive a mail that consist of my face, obviously, it is not me!!! alert!!!

the next letter is where the nonsense began and this is where i feel that there is seriously something wrong about this chick!!
"Dearest Sweetheart
I am very very happy to see your reply to my mail .. How are your today? How was the night, hope fine? Mine is a little bit hot over here in Dakar Senegal. In this camp were

we are not allowed to go out of the camp It's just like one staying in the prison and i hope by God's grace i will come out here soon. I don't have any relatives now whom i can go to, all my relatives ran away in the middle of the war the only person i have now is Reverend
David Jones, who is the pastor of the (Christ for all Churches) here in

the camp,he has been very nice to me since i came here but i am not living with him rather i am leaving in the women's hostel because the camp

have two hostels one for men the other for women. The Pastor's Tel number is (00221772418069) When you call tell him that you want to speak with me he will send for me in the hostel. As a refugee here i don't have any right or privilledge to any thing be it money or whatever

because it is against the law of this country.I want to go back to my studies because i only attended my first year before the traggic incident that lead to my being in this situation now took place. Listen to this i have my late father's Certificate Deposit of account,
and death certificate here with me which i will send to you latter,because when he was alive he deposited some amount of money in a leading

bank in europe which he used my name as the next of kin,the amount in question is $6.5M (Six Million Five Hundred Thousand Dollars). So i will like you to help me transfer this money to your account and from it you can send some money for me to get my travelling document sand air ticket to come over to meet with you. I kept this secret to people in this camp here the only person that knows about it is the Reverend because he is like a father to me.because i

am afraid to loose this money if they gets to know about it. So, in the light of above i will like you to keep it to yourself and don't tell it to anyone for i am afraid of loosing my life and the money if people gets to know about it. Remember i am giving you all this information due to the trust i deposed on you.I like honest andunderstanding people,truthful and a man of

vision,truth and hardworking. My favourite language is english but our language is french but i speak english very fluently. Mean while i will like you to call me when you have chance, Because i have allot to tell you.Have a nice day and think about me.
Awaiting to hear from you soonest
Yours forever in love
the third letter was an awfully long one because she was telling me about everything, do know whether true or not, you all read it for yourself la~
barrr~~barrfff~~ she always say "yours forever in love" damn it!!! i am not a guy la~~
thus i replied something like i am not willing to help her, i do not understand her situation of being a refugee because obviously we don't have that kinda thing here in Malaysia. i told her that i would be willing to be friends with her but helping her out of the country will be a big no~~ bla bla bla~~
till this part, all that reads this would prolly think "how stupid can victoria be??" or " victoria too free is it, that she would reply this kinda email?!"
whatevf that you all think, i was actually trying to be polite and reply people's sincerity but heck!! this is what i get in return!! bloody swindler!! and this is the mail that i got today after all that blunt reply that i gave her.. god!!!

"Hello Darling,

Good morning my dear and how are you doing today with hope all is well and fine thanks be to God almighty who gives you health in more abundantly. I thank you once again for your kindness towards me. I trust you dear that is why i am giving you all this information
My hope is for you and you alone,i will like to hear your voice and please take care of your self and aways dream about me.

I have also informed the bank about my plans to claim this money and the only thing they told me is to look for a foreign partner who will stand on my behalf due to my refugee status and the laws of this country. will be managed by you in any business of your choice. while i will continue my study over there dearest.

l will like you to contact the bank immediately with this information, tell them that you are my foreign partner and that you want to know the possibilities of assisting me transfer my $ 6.5million dollars deposited by my late father of which i am the next of kin. The contact information of the bank are as follows,

1 Churchill Place, London, E14 5HP.
Bank Email addresses,
Tel: (+44-7031-807-001-)
Fax: (+44-703-183-9506 / +44-7031839506)
Account Number 09000750006061
The name of the transfer officer is
Mr. David Raymond
Telephone number (++44-703-180-7034)

Contact them now on how to transfer the $6.5million dollars deposited by my late father of which i am the next of kin. My dear i am glad that God has brought you to help me out from this situation and i promise to be kind and will equally need you in every area of my life plus investing this money since i am still too young to manage it.

As i told you before, this camp is just like a prison and my prayer is to move out from here as soon as possible. Please make sure that you contact the bank for more information ok.
Below is the mail you will send to the bank, just copy and send the mail to the bank. I am waiting to hear from you soonest.
Yours for ever in love,

there!! damn it!! yea~ she really meant it, she even gave me this bank account thing and even address to god knows where!!! and phone numbers!!
hey people, why don't you all try it out?!!
she is the kin of 6.5 million dollars you know!! i would seriously encourage guys that are dumb enough and have the guts to try it out, she might marry you and you can shake legs your entire next 3-4 generations!!!
and i just replied her very very bluntly!

i told her that i want nothing to do with you anymore and i am not keen to being your friend anymore....bla bla bla... go swindle some other people and invade their mails...blabla blabla bla bla~~
hope bloody hell that she wouldn't reply because i told her off that i wouldnt even reply her and wouldnt even bother to open her emails.

Friday, November 21, 2008

why is it that....

why is it that i feel all people around me are growing up and maturing and me, feels like i am still what i am ten years ago?! still as lazy as an old cow.. still as immature like a baby cat..
people all around me are having problems that i love to classify them as adult problem and here i am having to frust over problems that i had and used to faced during secondary school.... not to say that i love to have problems la~ and here i am giving them advice like i am so kind of an experience professional, when i am not even in their kind of shoes before!! prolly my kind of situation is damn differ from theirs la~ almost same..
to tell the truth, i cant stop blogging about friends that i met during National Service. don't get me wrong.. i hate that service, very very very much!! but i love my friends there very very very much too~!! i missed all those that had stop contacting me even though i tried ring them up every now and then. friends that are not from KL seems to be missing.. not all, some.. and those that i really miss!!
friends that i am having now, i don't really call them as some, they are special to me and to the rest, i don't bloody care that you are not there in does not even matter now.. that i have seen through all of you. not as good as i expected and am so sorry that i knew all of those.
if i were to choose, i want to be stuck at that bloody service that always have rumors about having ghost around.

to Darlyn dear..
i really misses you alot!! i know that you are going through a lot but i hope that you will always turn to me when you feel like there is no hope, well, turning to God for help and hearing that from me is like seeing the blue moon but please, do turn to Him.
do not be so sad of all that. loving some one who is not returning it to you is always saddening, but what a to do..
try your best to get him back is all that i would say to you because i would not want to see you sad my dear!!
it is always fate that two becomes one, that is what i always believe in and is blind!
anyway... i really do hope that i can be there for you now... there as in flesh and blood.. to lend you my not so nice shoulder if you ever need it and obviously you do...^^
i miss you and love you a lot!!! to see you this sad, i feel sad too...
chill babe~ the worst case scenerio, be like me... single for life!! lolx!!

why is it that i feel so worthless and hopeless in my studies, to the fact that all my friends are all doing fine!!
my mum always say that i am not stupid but just plain lazy... i rather be stupid than being plain lazy!!
changing my laziness to be more hardworking always feel like it will cost my life!! i just can't stand to be in the house whole day being a nerd and staring at the books and the books will be reading me instead!!
is it that one of the reason of my poor academic acheivements?
i bet it is!! lolx!!
i will try to change from being a potato couch to be a potato in sack!! huahahahhahaha~~ i created that.. there is no such thing as potato in sack!! lolx!!

why is it that i am getting used to being envious towards people who can blog legally about their boyfriend and people having to found their better half!!?
i always comfort myself by telling myself that if i have more patience, i will find my very own better half...
i am getting more and more lonely now.. and have this dumb thought that i will be andartu for life!! lolx!!
50% of me says that that is good.. i could work my own and spend my own without any commitment.. i am so not a commitment person.
50% of me says that i am damn lonely and i can't live without me having the effort to at least try to find my better half. some one said.." if you aren't planing to get married, who is going to "fix" you up when you die?"
that is so TRUE!
=.= lame and cheezy as it is... as true as it can be too...
some people say that i am desperate..
well, i am not. just that my hormone is growing and the feeling of being love and loving someone is also on the verge of blowing out just to anyone that crosses my path!! lolx!!
so guys, be careful!! huahahha

why is it that guys cant stick to one!!!???
why is it that handsome guys usually goes with ugly girls??!!

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Busy-ness = Business

I am so maladramtically busy for the past two weeks! i feel like dying due to the hectic-ness!!
classes ends almost late evening everyday, needs 2 hours to reach home and by that time, i am so dead beat tired.
still, i need to rush assignments. namely group assignments but seems like the busy ones are only a few of us. is it just that we took this assignments way too harsh and we are perfectionist or the others are just plain lazy? i will never know... hope that it is the first one la~
rained almost every evening now. makes it so much harder for me to go home. i need to think properly every morning of what to wear and avoid long pants if i have to go home by myself that day, because my pants will end of sloshing all the way home. i must also always remind myself to put back the umbrella that i took out, if not, i will be drenched thoroughly!!
woot~!! why in the world i agreed to take business studies?! urrgghh~~

he smiled to me today!^^ duper happy yeok!! lolx!!

ok la~bye!!! i am so so so so busy!! got pending show to watch, novels to read, my own daily soul refreshing!! woot~~~
Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Gem Of Life and Maple Mania!!

i am finally addicted, again, back to Maple. i was at level 60++ during my first addiction and i now obviously forgot that old account password, i had to start all over again and am now only at level 7. yea..i know.. like what the heck right?! Lolx!! i am not even qualified to become a magician yet and prolly will get bored at it again before i am at level 8. lolx! to those that Maple's, my name is Pinkpau and i usually go to the Aquila. you will definitely find me there!! wee~

another new found addiction is to the famous Hong Kong soap drama which had 80++ episodes for me to finish up, and with my exams and 2 resit paper to be around, i doubt i can/even have the time to watch those shows.! you all should know this show la, because if you not...where have you been la??!! lolx!
yea~ it is none other than The Gem Of Life.

like kinda old leh this picture! whatevf la~~

woot~~ i hate this mushroom!
continue maple!!
Monday, November 17, 2008

My 4th Tag

Tagged from Rachel. Thanks honey~

1. Each blogger must post this rules
2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves
3. Blogger that are tagged need write about their own blog their ten things and post these rules . you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names .
4. Don`t forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog .

Ten Random Facts About Me.
1. I love to go shopping, to movie alone. Although no one has let me done that before.
2. I love spending times in bookstore(fav is Borders) reading books that i might not or might buy.
3. I love to party hardcorely but i am not till that age where i go out 24/7.
4. I love to thrash people store by trying on clothes, shoes, bags that i will not buy.
5. I looked cool on the outside but actually am a real craze on the inside.
6. I have friends/makes friends where ever i go and that seems to be a disease that i really like!
7. I have this habit of talking to myself. but i am not crazy la.. i just enjoy to be alone at times.
8. I love having the company of THE boyfriend.
9. I sing loudly and out of tunely in the bathroom and i love that moment.
10. I always wish that i am a descendant/a lost grandchild of a damn rich family and one day they will be able to find me and live in my own mansion.

I Tagged This Fabulous Peoples.
1. Angelina Kein
2. Daniel Tan
3. Janice Mak
4. Jessica Lee
5. June Lau
6. May Kheng
7. Michelle Tan
8. Samantha
9. Vivian Ng
10. Kelvin Kuan

Sunday, November 16, 2008

New Life!!

finally!!! my aunty and my brother has decided to take another big step of faith in the Lord and that is to be baptism in water. my brother has been baptism in the holy spirit before and so does my aunty. i am so maladramatically happy for them~~ although i became the camera girl for this afternoon.
there were actually only 24 people that are going to enter a new phase in life and a step closer to the Father and not suprisingly, the number of supporters out numbered the candidates. yes.. we sure do have a very supportive and loving church members in Metro Tabernacle.
i felt so much at home and happy this afternoon although i barely know half of the members that were there, nevertheless, they do not make me feel like total strangers sitting beside them. we talked, shared experience and shared a bit of the future undertakings. there's this uncle who gave me tips on being a successful business woman! lolx!! thanks uncle!! i will remember what you had passed on to me...

among the 24 candidates, there were 2 elderly senior citizen who finally accept the Father in whole.

pastor Ong praying and declaring life eternity to one of the senior citizen.
they were baptism in such a way(no immersing into water) due to certain reason and circumstances..
(says Ps. Ong)

all of the candidates
the ones int he circle are my brother and my aunty...yes.. there is marie and melalyn too~lolx!!

then there is this big family photograph session.
spot my brother and eventually you will see my mum and thus my aunty.
so tak tau ambil position!! lolx!!

my aunt was the lucky number one of the whole lot.
she told me that she was so excited that she can't sleep the night before today. lolx!! you see the semangat-ness in her... so happy to see this picture!!

there~ kena immerse!! for non christians, this is not a murder case ok~ this is what we call baptism. total immerse in the water.

Pastor was joking with my brother some more!!
Ps: why i din't see you in service?? got go service or not??
Bro: got!!!
Ps: i didn't see you, where you sit??
Bro: behind near PA system...(haven finish cakap)
Ps: i din see you but you see me every week right??!!
Bro: *laughs** wna say something*
Kena immerse already before he even have the chance to say!! lolx!! sure telan water!!!

so fun to see people kena push into the water today!
in case you are asking why aren't i getting baptism..
fyi, i already married to the Lord since i was form One.
Saturday, November 15, 2008

People Asked

1. people used to ask, "Does Malaysia ever celebrate Halloween?" well, my answer to you is, NO.
they LIVE with Halloween. the reason that i say this is because when you are at Times Square, you will feel that either Halloween is already here or it is going to be here. teenagers nowadays love to play dress up. as in the famous Harajukku(Japan). well, it is known as I-Socks here. i, who does not give a damn about this look would rather prefer Japan's style. yes.. it is much more scarier but it is almost like what is in the animes. while I-Socks here are pretty freaky and not up to standard at all. well, keep up la yea..

2. i have been working on my assignments at last!! yea.. last minute again, but not that very last minute like the last assignment. i manage to almost fully complete the whole thing in just a day. started off as early as 11a.m and i stopped working on it at around 6p.m just now. do you call that craze or efficient work? i don't know anymore, but i finished it!!!*halfway* mum was barking all the while because i kinda like lock myself in there in order to complete it. people's messages also i did not reply. sorry!! busy bah~~

3. this is like the second time i am posting this. they used to asked me why do we as bloggers need to blog everyday. now, they turned over the question... to.. "What inspired you to blog everyday?"
in my mind, i was like..."Isn't that the same?"
but i will still answer you. nothing really that kinda like inspired me to write la... it just came up when i go online. well, if i attended some event that day, or some kinda birthday or outing, then that is another thing. we don't live life like Ivanka Trump, where you could just step out of the door and say that you want to throw a party right here right now, just for the sake that you have something to blog about. once a friend told me that, to have an interesting story, we need to go out there to find one and not just sit there and expect it to roll to you. so i encourage all of you to blog everyday and there and then you will see then fun in it. and don't be lazy!!

4. people also used to ask, "Why i am so into dogs?"
people, seriously i also don't know why!! seeing to the fact that none of my family members are that into animals. not that they hate them, they just treat them as another living God created thing. as for me, i treat them like they are my finest treasures. lolx! i just love dogs, not bias... I LOVE ANIMALS!! so stop animal hunting, cruelty on animals, animals skinning, eating endangered ones.. you got what i meant.

5. they also ask "How come are you so good in English? you use then at home?"
to tell you the truth, i grew out of using English as my mother tongue and grew into using more of Cantonese at home. my English suck already la..should have hear me for the past 3 years... only English, Mandarin is totally an alien to me.. lolx!!

woot~ time for movie!! Gem Of Life, here i come!!!
Friday, November 14, 2008

saw something that heart renders me

someone is definitely right about something....

she is right about this...
i am sorry if i had done wrong.
i don't care whether you will laugh at me at saying sorry or what la~~
i just don't care any more as long as it brings us back to this picture.
i miss all of you...
i miss all the fun that you all make...
all the lame yet i feel damn funny jokes...
all the "you take care of me, i take care of you" thing...
all the "tomorrow wear what color baju..." thing..
all about remembering each one's birthday...
all the opinion we had on lecturers...
all the time we sat together and make a hell of noise...
all the big group walk...
all the run in the rain because no umbrella thing..
all sleeping in a row on class thing..
all talking about one people, even backstabbing for that time was fun for us...
all the commotion that makes me feel like a big family..
we studying together..or make it like studying la~
we planing each other's day together...
we waiting for all to walk together to the canteen after each class...
we solving problems together...
we hate the same people together...
bottom line is....
she is right!!!
and i miss those days and all of you.
i am sorry to whoever that i offend. i really don't mean it.

it was like an All Souls day for me today because on the 13th was the anniversary of my grandmother's death. so decided to visit her today because all family members are either on holiday, no class, retirement or on leave.
i dread waking up this morning and i remember the scene where i use my bolster to cover my face from the shinning sun that is shinning my ass off. it was 9.30a.m.
woke up to the smell of freshly make breads and potatoes. and also to the fresh scent of my house's floor cleaner. my mum have obviously woke up early again to clean the house. and after all the fright that she got from yesterday, she still carry out her duty as a mother. if it was for me to be in her shoes, i would cried my heads and prolly my heart out till late at night and sleep till people are having their dinner the next day.
she is a mother and a dad to me.
i love her a lot but my ways of showing her that stinks. lolx! i dun care la~ as long as i know she loves me ngok ngok...

i nearly cried and upset my family members when i saw the sight of my grandma's unattended graveyard. her small place where she will be "there" for eternity. as in her earthly body.
i surely won't want my small space to be like hers, when i die, all weeds and grass all over my head, a small unsightly don't know what tree on top of me, using that to identify me... i would love to be cremated. my grandma had objected to cremation and some one just wouldn't bury her on nicer place. haix.
we bought a big nice bunch of yellow and white
chrysanthemum for her and even brought a small pot to place the flower in it. hope she will love it and she could get that flower where she is now.
and i saw a few dogs undo their stomach filling on some other people's unattended graveyard.
i was so speechless and just kept going "eeee...eeee...eeee...eeee....." i bet all the souls there are agitated with my reaction but actually i feel like crying and mourning for all of them.
this makes me feel so right about cremation. i want to be let off to the seas. i love water so let my parts of earthly body rest with calming waters.^^

then we went to buy somethings and i ate a very cute ice cream which remind me of Japan!!!

oishii neh~~
i miss you~~~

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