I LOVE YOU ALL

i feel so compelled to do this and just to irritated someone!
presenting the best volleyball team ever together with cute captain, a bunch of handsomes and not forgetting the sweaty ladies! lolx!! and also A fool~ one one is a fool~

the best team!!


the gila team that i love so so much!!!


the hotties on the team!! *barf barf*

this is a nice picture but SOMEONE just has to be lame to destroy this nice picture!! wish i could edit that out!


thy chio gurls with our cute captain


let's bash him up!!! wee~~ i just miss those days!!!

damn~~ it always has to be like that..
getting along when it ends, being total strangers and stuck up during the first few meets.
i seriously thought that i would never ever make good friends out of you all but you all prove me wrong and yes, i love you all!!! even to those that hate me, i still make you friend!
please stay contact and hang out together ok!!

update on mu'ah

thought of blogging since it has been so long since i even stop by here to have a look.
been busy lately, still catching up on my studies and planned to go really really active in sports like how i used to be but found that this is hard to please. time and distance is always in my way! urrgghh~~
being an average student, i really really need to buck up and juggle things evenly so that i get every bit of every thing and to not be left out, either in studies nor in social life.
but that doing and fulfilling it is harder than saying it...

at last got my resit student bill today and as thought they will eventually let us resit what we requested to.
kinda regretted it now that i realized that i have not even start to study my this semester things so let alone what i am going to resit. damn stress lur now~~
being a slow learner and a great sucker in accounting and mathematics, this doesn't even help a bit!
should have started earlier! damn~no time already so i have to do the fast but risky way..
aim what is general~~ if it doesn't come out, i can kiss my RM 100 bye bye~~
shit~
TARC really really are very strict in their marking.
so don't enter TARC if you want a good life!! lolx!!

despite all those commotions, life is getting better.
life as in social.
friends are coming and going.. making new ones are more worthy than trying to keep old ones...
trying to change from what i am to what i am not.
you might say "be yourself" but i saw a show yesterday about this ants being mutanic ants and they eventually got smarter and stronger than normal ants due to their willingness and ability to change and adapt to the changing environment.
so i am just going to be those "ants".
just to adapt to the changing environment because only those that are able to adapt is the stronger species and life just get better!
love all my new friends....

love life just sucks.
so don't bother to ask..
can't find the Mr. Right..
doubt that there will ever be a Mr. Right for me.
am even confuse of what i am feeling right now..
this very moment of sitting here and typing this, only one person is in mind and you know who you are...
but this relationship seems impossible but then again, i never ever had this feeling of wanting to give up without giving it a try. i just cant seem to forget what had happened between us although it seem a bit dreamy and unreal.
you're just to good to be true.. cant take my mind off you, you're like heaven to touch..ooh, i wanted you so much, you're just too good to be true.. cant take my mind off you.

guess that that is all about me for this few weeks.
nothing special really but then again it is something to me.

The Best Damn Thing That Has Ever Happened To Me!

on this 200th post, i would love to announce of the best damn thing that i think that has happened to me in this 2008 and am looking forward for more best damn thing in 2009!! woott~~

1) although it is a little cliche, but i must say that the first best damn thing that has happened to me is that i was pick for National Service out of don't know how many people in Malaysia. to the thought of it, it felt like i had won a lottery except that this you have to do some activity to get a small payment but then... it is worth it all.
"National Service sucks!!". this is what we always get and boo at when freshie is going to the site.
we cried while we are on our way and for the first week for many reasons. homesick is like the most common reason la but as for me i cried because i miss my books, my "job" as toddler teacher, my bed, my freedomness, my nail polish, the people there gave me wrong shoe size which causes great pain to my leg and i actually miss my own church! (i know that i am lame la...but it is true!)
then we cried even more when we are close to ending the sessions and are to go back! damn! i cried till my eyes can't open anymore!
ok~something unexpected happened which i thought will never happen, makes us cry even more!
there!! this is my first best damn thing!
and Rimba Bara rocks!! woott~~ the best team!!

2) being in college is also one of the best damn thing that has happened to me in year 2008!
being here is what i thought that it would be since like i was in form one. i kinda hated form one la but i love my form 5 gilaly troups!
college means no more ugly turquoise pinafore, no more recess-ing with younger kids, no more assembly damn early in the morning and make me all sweaty, more freedom, not pack classes... bla bla bla and a lot la was on my mind that time.
but actually college is more than that!! more assignments, more d.i.y, more friends, more life experiences and most importantly i am finally getting the "adult treatment". you know what i mean*winks*

3) this is my last of best damn thing which just happened today.
today was my first ko-k day in TARC. sarah called it koko crunch day and Darius really thought that they will distribute koko crunch in my college!! damn funny la both of them!! lolx!
my team did a fantastically great job today and was kinda disappointed that we weren't even in the semi but then again, i can proudly say that we won a match. a fairly good match.
i enjoyed my ass off, screamed my ass off, screamed my voice all out... yes, i screamed all throughout the competition! lolx!! and i played my ass off too~~ wakakakaka~~
other than that, i got bloody dark and tan after today. luckily not that sunburn. cause i use Neutrogena sunblock!! lolx!! lame~
even guys are scared of being too dark and tan! damn!
hope that we still can hang out together as often as we can and create more best damn things you all!!

yea i know~ we were the Digi team!! lolx!! cant get everyone into this picture la damn!!
my big family member!!

woo~~ love all of my new friends and those that had been with me through out my life!!
p/s: my post is influenced by Avril's Best Damn Thing!

Back!

i have been practicing a lot of volleyball and catching up on my studies this day that i had break my own record of not going online for last 5 days! woot~ guess that my eye sights are getting better too! and i manage to catch back on my sleep now that "someone" is not frequently online and to the fact that having internet is nothing that wonderful at all. in fact, internet only teaches me to waste my time sitting right here staring at LCD screens and typing away thinking that this is way better than messaging.
but no~ surfing everyday every night actually worsen my eye condition. my eye sight is worse off at around 175 at right and 150 at left. it actually increased a lot. all thanks to the one person that created lens, i can now have good eyesight without looking nerdy! lolx!

i love making new friends.
in fact, i recently make a new friend from a good friend of mine. and he also added to my list of brother in Christ!
i love this guy, literally la~ he is the type of guy that i would give anything to be his friend and to stand up for him no matter what. he is very godly and he makes me reflect on my own spiritual life in which i notice and obviously that i have been very very dry...
if i were compared to him, i am like so far left behind on the path to God!! i am so dry that i am lazy to pray before eating, before sleeping, forget to commit my day and everything to God, and trying to solve it all with my own power in which i will never be able to do it without God's grace.
i am so dry that i can't even recognize God anymore even if He just walked by! god! i am so unworthy!
thanks to this new friend, who make me realize who is the first and foremost in my life and that is none other than God himself, my Abba Father!! my Saviour and my First Love!!
He is in fact my everything and no one else will do!
so, thankx engirl for letting me making friend with this friend of yours! appreciate it a lot!^^

within this week, i make a lot of new friends too.
friends that would categorize as hard to get.
i told someone this... i lost one group of friends that i trusted but now i earned back one group of friends that i hope we will stay good forever.
last but not least, i miisss youu~you know who you are!

My One and Only

my one and only favorite group and that is worth me to be their fan is none other than Dong Bang Shin Ki(DBSK)!
wee~ i love them all! if you were to ask of my favorite, i favour Hero.

HERO KIM JAE JOONG
my all time favorite!! wee~ and i got a friend that looks just like him! darn it!

i am so sure that all of you will know who they are but i still want to drive your nerves by introducing the members! lolx!
this group consist of five single moto moto hunks! they are Hero Kim Jae Joong, U-know Yun Ho, Xiah Kim Jun Su, Max Shim Chang Min, Micky Park Yoo Chun.

U-KNOW YUN HO


XIAH KIM JUN SU


MAX SHIM CHANG MIN


MICKY PARK YOO CHUN

there!!! those are those guys that make me go ooohh oh oh oh~~ and droooolll~
let me flabgastered all of you with their talent in singing, dancing and also their good looks! i spent the whole afternoon watching their mv, videos of them playing and just being cute!

SERIOUS.

MIROTIC


O


PURPLE LINE


BELIEVE


BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Stupid Macdonald has problems with their wireless connection and I sat there for well around 30 minutes trying to get connected and thought that something is wrong with my lappie. Turns out that I worry too much! Damn~ they should put out a sign or something la~ to notify users that they are having problems with the WIFI.

And I wasn’t having the idea to give them business but I can stand it no more and bought a drink and just for the sake of asking them what is the matter with their connection. Damn… I am now pumping fats into my body again! Huhuhuhuhu~ my healthy regime so tak jadi!! Lolx!!

Awhile ago, saw some came in to interview to become part of the Macdonald crew. And I saw my friend. But he did not recognize me. Hish~

But I had another question in mind. Why din they continue studies after secondary 5? Is it so important to find job compare to studying? Is having money and working ass off more worth while than sitting in the lecture hall, cold and contented and having a choice of choosing whether to listen or not but need to strive then?

I would choose sitting in lecture hall and sleep! Lolx!!

Although I need money badly. T.T

I am so broke this month. Worse off than the month before!

Haiz…

Lens did not give me problem today and am feeling that I am no more allergy to it. Yeah!

I am so so so good today because I did all house chores before going out! Wee…

No school on Monday and I will and am damn bored now!

Haix~

and i invaded people's blogs! peoples that i don't know! lolx!!

yea~ this is me during weekends, days of which i have no class...

Although it is December 5th...

although it is already December 5th, my ramblings are for December 4th. lolx!
because i reach home damn late today because i went out to have a drink with old school mates and damn they rock! wanted to go clubbing after that but mum kinda pissed off when she knew because i had not been sleeping well for the past few days la, so clubbing cancel,sleeping mode on.

as for December 4th, i just realise that i did not realise that it has already reach the end of the year, which is December. although i am damn exited for Christmas, which is what i am exited for through out the whole year, i think my brain calendar is kinda screwed!
next week is volleyball competition and i just realise that next week with be the last week for my cocurriculum activities which means that i am 3/4% through my 2nd semester. and i am going to end my first year in college in just matter of 3 months. damn! time does fly! without me noticing it and all thankx to my screwed brain.
had sore arm due to volleyball, headache because damn tired, leg pain because it rained heavily just now and got damn bloody irritated by the chi bai kia.
but still am damn happy that i am selected to be part of the volleyball team although there are a lot that i feel not qualified to be in the team. dang~ i had a feeling that we will lose but penguin spirit!!! acha acha acha fighting!!
wee wang wang~~^^

yea! i start using lens again!!
wee... no more blurry world!
can see leng zai 6 meters away!! lolx!!
hope that this time of using lens will not cause any irritation to my eyes lo~ hm~
i want to be pretty but at the same time i would want to see the world in a clear condition.
but my money for every month will decrease la... damn~

and it has been almost one week in December but i remember that my mum say that she should start decorating the Christmas tree when the calendar turns to December, and see la now..
Christmas akar also don't have la!!
ish!! quickly decorate la, i want to play with those pom pom look alike ornament and pretend that i am Marilyn Monroe!! lolx!!
just kidding!
anyway, wee.. Christmas is coming to town~~~~^^
duper love!!

last but not least...
i miss my piggie!!!
miss miss miss miss you like freakingly!!
muackx*x100*
hugs*x100*
only reedemable when you are in Malaysia, Australia not exclusive!

LOLX!!

by the way, the moon smiled and so must we!!!

the moon is so damn cute!!
i know it just that coincidently the stars and the moon move and were in alignment then that this is created but i would love to think and looked at it as if God is smilling upon all His people!
this is sweet~~
besides my lazy piggie la~~^^