usually on my way home, i would wish hard and kept closing and then opened my eyes again, hoping to see that i am in my mum's car or in my own home sweet home. for this past few days, prolly the over-hardworking of my piunny lil' brain for the finals make me cross wire and go cuckoo~ i dread to reach home. i hope that the 2 hour journey would be a 4 hour or more journey, short to say...i wish that i won't reach home that soon.
i think the reason that i am having this kind of stupid thinking is, the moment i reach home, i would unpacked my stuffs and then have my dinner, at 8p.m..so damn pathetic but nothing could be done because i reach home at that time and sometimes it would be 9p.m. then i would take a freaking long bath, by that time it would be around 9p.m, and then straight away my butt would be glued to the study room's chair.
right till i feel tired.
i am already tired the moment i reach home.
but if i don't do the revision, i would be as stupid as a pig*or more like an otak udang*
but i made plans already. after my finals, i want to play and rock my life hard by going out every freaking day. whoop my ass if you find me at home, sitting there and online-ing! lolx~
my last day of finals would be in the mornings, which is 9a.m to 11a.m. this means that i could go to where ever i want *shopping first priority* without worrying about paperworks, tutorials, accountings, mathematics and the list goes on~
Things To Do After Finals
1) walk till i drop hard on the last day of the finals. shopping/window shopping spree!! wee~
2) promised my very own self that i would think of a new hairstyle and have it done.
3) another promise to me self that i would start searching for Nail Art Academies. any suggestions?anyone?
4) after all the hoo haa, and if i am lucky enough, i would like to find a part time job. hope that i could get some job that are interrelated to what i am studying.
i have a freaking one month holiday!!!
wee~
suffer first then enjoy!
"bersusah susah dahulu, bersenang senang kemudian"
*is this the right peribahasa?my BM suck big time already since entered TARC. all speaks mandarin!muah don't understand!!*
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
i am like fucking nervous about my this finals!
i think i am very very prepared..
oh wait~
i think i am not that prepare...
oh, no.., wait~
i think i did like fucking a lot of TT and past years, so i am prepared...
buttt... then again~~
i think i am very very prepared..
oh wait~
i think i am not that prepare...
oh, no.., wait~
i think i did like fucking a lot of TT and past years, so i am prepared...
buttt... then again~~
I AM NOT!!!
DAMN IT~
buhh~~ why is it that some people have loads of time to play and seems like they buy books/notes to leave them there to grow cobwebs while me, on the other hand, work and stretch and scratch my ass off and still i am no where on the top 10.
this is like so sucky and what turf!!!
and not forgetting unfair!!
but~~
i will remain smiling and put on a fucking fake face.
buhh~~ why is it that some people have loads of time to play and seems like they buy books/notes to leave them there to grow cobwebs while me, on the other hand, work and stretch and scratch my ass off and still i am no where on the top 10.
this is like so sucky and what turf!!!
and not forgetting unfair!!
but~~
i will remain smiling and put on a fucking fake face.
Monday, January 5, 2009
I am Dead Beat Tired
i am now in the midst or should i say examination mood.
examination mood = gan cheong-ness yang berlebihan, super duper a lot of last minute studying, lesser time to go online, more darker eye bags, pay less attention in classes...
and much much more. the list of what i am going through now and doing will never ever end if i would to list it all out.
others have 6 units = sure die.
i am having 8 units = DEAD!
before it even began! lolx~
but i am catching up though...
i am now doing study smart and not study like a super nerd.
i only aim for those questions that will forever be in the papers but of course, they asked it in another way but the workings and ways to answer it are all totally the same! it is just that you have to know how to differentiate it.
that one is my own problem lur~ lolx~
i really really can't afford to F any of my papers again this time around.
not that i am holding scholarship or anything but RM50 to resit perunit is like using gold plated tissue paper to wipe your ass once and have shits all over and you have to throw it away.
*please ignore the disgusting-ness*
examination mood = gan cheong-ness yang berlebihan, super duper a lot of last minute studying, lesser time to go online, more darker eye bags, pay less attention in classes...
and much much more. the list of what i am going through now and doing will never ever end if i would to list it all out.
others have 6 units = sure die.
i am having 8 units = DEAD!
before it even began! lolx~
but i am catching up though...
i am now doing study smart and not study like a super nerd.
i only aim for those questions that will forever be in the papers but of course, they asked it in another way but the workings and ways to answer it are all totally the same! it is just that you have to know how to differentiate it.
that one is my own problem lur~ lolx~
i really really can't afford to F any of my papers again this time around.
not that i am holding scholarship or anything but RM50 to resit perunit is like using gold plated tissue paper to wipe your ass once and have shits all over and you have to throw it away.
*please ignore the disgusting-ness*
Sunday, January 4, 2009
I Poke You , You Bite Me.
wore my new red, and i meant super red shirt today to service. and tadah~here's a picture.

tadah!! and no, i am not wearing it backwards. it's design is that the buttons are behind all the way down and there are two small pockets in front of it to make a differenciation of back and front. in another words, i could turned it around and wear it the other way when i am bored of the original way~
cool!!
and so we went makan after service which ended around 12.30 p.m.
seriously, i don't quite like combined service. i meant 10 a.m service. because by the time we reach home, half of the day has gone by when we were sitting in the service. resulting me don't know what should be done to kill time between free time and time for dinner.
taking and afternoon nap is like not enough time because mine is not "nap", it is "sleep"!
but ended up sleeping also la~~*crap crap crap*
woke up and decided to be hardworking for once and changed my turtles water by myself. in which it has already become like a muddy pool and the smell is... i don't even want to talk about it~
sooooooooo~~~
let pictures out first and i will do the talking later la~

i have two fat lazy monster! left one is the female and the right one is a male.

introducing the male, up close. it(he) was about to masukkan the stupid head inside! stupid..

and the female, up close..
okok~you all might not see the differences in them but i can la ok~

the female is as vain as it's master. it look up when i flashed the camera.

lolx~no la, actually i went and poke the fellow in the head and they are hung-A-ry all the time, like 24/7 a day!! and so i poke it and it want to bite me!!
wek wek~neck too short!! lolx~

and together they unite for an up close! lolx~
okok~something for those that reads my blog~
"can you guys guess which is the male and which is the female?"
*no price reward even if you get it correct, so don't ask for it*
and
and
and
and

satisfied that i had the whole afternoon poking them and playing with them~
so~~
poke poke~lolx~
*vain punya budak*

tadah!! and no, i am not wearing it backwards. it's design is that the buttons are behind all the way down and there are two small pockets in front of it to make a differenciation of back and front. in another words, i could turned it around and wear it the other way when i am bored of the original way~
cool!!
and so we went makan after service which ended around 12.30 p.m.
seriously, i don't quite like combined service. i meant 10 a.m service. because by the time we reach home, half of the day has gone by when we were sitting in the service. resulting me don't know what should be done to kill time between free time and time for dinner.
taking and afternoon nap is like not enough time because mine is not "nap", it is "sleep"!
but ended up sleeping also la~~*crap crap crap*
woke up and decided to be hardworking for once and changed my turtles water by myself. in which it has already become like a muddy pool and the smell is... i don't even want to talk about it~
sooooooooo~~~
let pictures out first and i will do the talking later la~

i have two fat lazy monster! left one is the female and the right one is a male.

introducing the male, up close. it(he) was about to masukkan the stupid head inside! stupid..

and the female, up close..
okok~you all might not see the differences in them but i can la ok~

the female is as vain as it's master. it look up when i flashed the camera.

lolx~no la, actually i went and poke the fellow in the head and they are hung-A-ry all the time, like 24/7 a day!! and so i poke it and it want to bite me!!
wek wek~neck too short!! lolx~

and together they unite for an up close! lolx~
okok~something for those that reads my blog~
"can you guys guess which is the male and which is the female?"
*no price reward even if you get it correct, so don't ask for it*
and
and
and
and

satisfied that i had the whole afternoon poking them and playing with them~
so~~
poke poke~lolx~
*vain punya budak*
Saturday, January 3, 2009
A Day Out
reminder : 14th to 24th of January 2009 = FINALS!
and yea, i still have time to go out, shopping, butt in and out of stores and make a hellish life for them, trying all clothes in the store and not buying even one, tossing all shoes that we tried and then walked out cooly without purchasing anything~
that's me! ^^.
so please remember my face so that when you see me coincidentally walking into the store that you are working as a promoter, either treat me super good and give me smiles the moment i walked in and stay 10 feet away from me and not walking behind me and blabbering all the time, let me have my space to see and touch and make fun of your stuffs... if not, i will walked away with your store ended up looking like a tornado just whip your store!
i bloody hate super annoying and talk-a lot promoters!!! especially girl promoters!
and please don't show your 'pwetty' fart face to me when i walked out not buying anything, i have my rights to see and not to buy ok~ the outside of your store did not say " To see, you must buy" what! ish~

camwhored in front of Borders while waiting for my friend. i had been waiting for one and half hour and i have turned an tossed all the mags and books*which i see* and yet she is not here yet so i went outside and sat there. kept remembering that my friend told me that some girl jumped to the grounds due to depression last week. got kinda chilly there but please R.I.P.
she arrived around 12p.m and so we went and buy my lens and she kepochi and she also went and make lens to use. spent like almost one hour at the optical store because that optical store really check your eyes like gazillion times so that they don't make mistake and hot-headed customer like me would very very possibly go back there and make them feel sorry for their carelessness...
zig zag here and there at Sungei Wang and saw that although their choice of clothings sold there had change but i still cant find what my heart desires. so we went back to Times Square. and oh yea~ today RAINED the WHOLE day.
i couldn't believe it and it does not chill the temperature, it is still a bit warm and humid.
did some shopping and got myself a dress and some earrings.
we chat and talked alot~ bla bla bla~~
nothing of the extra ordinary though, but just walked around.
and then i felt guilty when i reached home.
guilty for going out the whole day.
guilty for spending money for things that i don't need and i could have used it for something else.
guilty for neglecting my notes and studies and leave them lying there.
and some bloody idiot stalk my blog again!
as you can see there are alot of "SLUT" at my Cbox~
well well, miss passed.. i couldn't be a bigger slut than you!! because you are the mother of all sluts and there are tons of guys waiting in line to F@*k you every night and prolly day because you are a desperate whore for money to get yourself some botox and to inject it into your sagging butt, face and prolly your self-esteem.
and i bet you sag way to early than what it should have been~
fu*k off you bloody bitch and if i want to be a slut, don't worry, i won't even go near your territory because i might be way way hotter than you and grab all your customer and you would be left with more saggings!!
p/s: bloody hope that you read this you PASSED.
pp/s: by the way, you passed apa?? way passed your virginity a?? bet you lost it when you're at a young age!!
zig zag here and there at Sungei Wang and saw that although their choice of clothings sold there had change but i still cant find what my heart desires. so we went back to Times Square. and oh yea~ today RAINED the WHOLE day.
i couldn't believe it and it does not chill the temperature, it is still a bit warm and humid.
did some shopping and got myself a dress and some earrings.
we chat and talked alot~ bla bla bla~~
nothing of the extra ordinary though, but just walked around.
and then i felt guilty when i reached home.
guilty for going out the whole day.
guilty for spending money for things that i don't need and i could have used it for something else.
guilty for neglecting my notes and studies and leave them lying there.
and some bloody idiot stalk my blog again!
as you can see there are alot of "SLUT" at my Cbox~
well well, miss passed.. i couldn't be a bigger slut than you!! because you are the mother of all sluts and there are tons of guys waiting in line to F@*k you every night and prolly day because you are a desperate whore for money to get yourself some botox and to inject it into your sagging butt, face and prolly your self-esteem.
and i bet you sag way to early than what it should have been~
fu*k off you bloody bitch and if i want to be a slut, don't worry, i won't even go near your territory because i might be way way hotter than you and grab all your customer and you would be left with more saggings!!
p/s: bloody hope that you read this you PASSED.
pp/s: by the way, you passed apa?? way passed your virginity a?? bet you lost it when you're at a young age!!
Friday, January 2, 2009
Spring Cleaning
it is not spring here and there is no spring here so why call it spring cleaning??~
hm~~ something to ponder....
helped out my mum to do house cleaning today.
yea~ you all thought that i was so filial a?! actually got tons and heaps of scolding from my mum asking me to help out too but i was obviously lazy. bla bla bla~ ended up me doing almost all of the cleaning and sweeping!
damn~ that is why i feel like i had been cheated by them, both my brother and mother.
now having a super running nose and pimples due to the dust! yesh~i hate dust moths/dust bugs/whatever shit la~ i am kind of allergy to them and yet my mum still have the hearts to ask me to clean dusty places! T.T
now the place is super spick and super span! all thanks to ME of course!!! *vain vainnn~*
been studying the whole day now!
and i feel like i am super smart now.
ooohhh~~i think my head is a few inches wider! lolx~
black is so me!!
i have so so so so many many many many things that are BLACK in color! *hearts*
this is just the very few stuffs that i got which are *duhh* in black.

my old faithful black "BE READY" pencil case. i got this since secondary one and i am now in college and see.. still is super duper good shape!!
^^

and this is my new black piece, in fact a Christmas present from Vivian darling.
i heart it so much!
actually i thought it looked quite auntish at first but i found that it has this elegant look from this handphone pouch and i love the LOVE zipper~
hm~~ something to ponder....
helped out my mum to do house cleaning today.
yea~ you all thought that i was so filial a?! actually got tons and heaps of scolding from my mum asking me to help out too but i was obviously lazy. bla bla bla~ ended up me doing almost all of the cleaning and sweeping!
damn~ that is why i feel like i had been cheated by them, both my brother and mother.
now having a super running nose and pimples due to the dust! yesh~i hate dust moths/dust bugs/whatever shit la~ i am kind of allergy to them and yet my mum still have the hearts to ask me to clean dusty places! T.T
now the place is super spick and super span! all thanks to ME of course!!! *vain vainnn~*
been studying the whole day now!
and i feel like i am super smart now.
ooohhh~~i think my head is a few inches wider! lolx~
black is so me!!
i have so so so so many many many many things that are BLACK in color! *hearts*
this is just the very few stuffs that i got which are *duhh* in black.

my old faithful black "BE READY" pencil case. i got this since secondary one and i am now in college and see.. still is super duper good shape!!
^^

and this is my new black piece, in fact a Christmas present from Vivian darling.
i heart it so much!
actually i thought it looked quite auntish at first but i found that it has this elegant look from this handphone pouch and i love the LOVE zipper~
*editted*
i was resting this afternoon, settling down myself to something hot because it was kinda chilly here today and grab a mag which is f.o.c and there pop into our mail box like twice monthly.
i like looking and flipping through this mag and would eventually read all that are printed on each and every of it's pages. their concept is ads space so it is precise and to the point and no fussy wossy words.
i was actually in search of hair dressing academies, nail academies because this is what this mag offers.
and i was so engrossed with this column which is Schwarzkopf's academy ad for hair styling and there wrote that the government is subsidizing the academy and all la~
then usually at the bottom kan they will have like, "If any inquries, please bla bla bla..." right?
then i saw this....

ish~blur arh~ can you all see nicely? the last line before the big telephone number which is not part of the ad. the last line before the yellow line.
it says "If you have any doubtful, please DO hesitate to consult us."
what turf!!
what a famous academy but they have the suckiest english ever! prolly on this whole planet earth! gosh!
p/s: now i am doubtful whether are you the real Schwarzkopf academy?! and i am so hesitating to ask you that!
i was resting this afternoon, settling down myself to something hot because it was kinda chilly here today and grab a mag which is f.o.c and there pop into our mail box like twice monthly.
i like looking and flipping through this mag and would eventually read all that are printed on each and every of it's pages. their concept is ads space so it is precise and to the point and no fussy wossy words.
i was actually in search of hair dressing academies, nail academies because this is what this mag offers.
and i was so engrossed with this column which is Schwarzkopf's academy ad for hair styling and there wrote that the government is subsidizing the academy and all la~
then usually at the bottom kan they will have like, "If any inquries, please bla bla bla..." right?
then i saw this....

ish~blur arh~ can you all see nicely? the last line before the big telephone number which is not part of the ad. the last line before the yellow line.
it says "If you have any doubtful, please DO hesitate to consult us."
what turf!!
what a famous academy but they have the suckiest english ever! prolly on this whole planet earth! gosh!
p/s: now i am doubtful whether are you the real Schwarzkopf academy?! and i am so hesitating to ask you that!
Thursday, January 1, 2009
My First Day of The First Day of The Year
haha~please care-less about the title, i just don't know what title should i fill up there. what i wanted to say was what happened today in the first day of 2009.
i woke up at 11.30a.m(not yet p.m).
and also because i want to take a piss, if not for that, i think i would not be up that "early".
gosh~*embarrassed*
anywayyy,
ate my breakfast which is reheated because... you guessed it, i woke up at late so my mum reheated again for me to eat it. awww.. sweet..
but i like my food COLD!! ^^
anywayyyy, while washing the dishes, i turned over the plates and pots and the kualis to check where they came from, as in product from where. but this is not a habitual thing, i don't know why the heck i got this urge his morning to do that, prolly the overslept-ness made me go cuckoo~
and i realized that most of my house's dining utensils are either from JP or Korea and not CHINA!
happy-ness overwhelmed me! don't really know for what reason it turned up my orgasm, but i would like to name this orgasm-exitement of mine to "Orgasmicnism For Expensive Product"! Lolx~
yes, i go all high-up for nice, expensive, chio-looking stuffs like clothings, handbags, shoes and even dining utensils...
all in all, i LOVE branded stuffs.
although all people would say BRANDED stuffs is expensive due to the BRAND only..but what turf!! you jealous arh that i have the capability to own it. lolx~ sorry yea for the terasa readers, not saying it to you, but to 'someone'.
so i started my hunt and rummaged all my stuffs to see the percentage that my stuffs are genuine and not pirated stuffs from China or HK. and i found out that almost 80% of my stuffs are genuine and i got all exited again! lolx~ well, for one thing that i am not that all exited is that i am using a China phone! T.T this is the thing that i carry around where ever i go, even to the toilet, is a China product and i was like what turf at myself!
*made up my mind to change it when i got the moola~*
after all the crazy commotions which ended around 1.30p.m,(i got a lot of belongings) went out for lunch with thy friends. with ONE friend actually. still the closest to me after secondary ended. and she is a kindergarten teacher now! gosh, her wish came true and here i am still stuck between my mum's decision and my own urge to acheive my dreams.(i got hell lot of stuffs that i want to acheive so i might write about that later)
then i 'hibernated' as soon as i reach home.
woke up to the sound of my mum's grumblings. what turf betul!!
then i go grab my Jodi Picoult's Keeping Faith to read while taking my 'daily dose' of must-have...

i woke up at 11.30a.m(not yet p.m).
and also because i want to take a piss, if not for that, i think i would not be up that "early".
gosh~*embarrassed*
anywayyy,
ate my breakfast which is reheated because... you guessed it, i woke up at late so my mum reheated again for me to eat it. awww.. sweet..
but i like my food COLD!! ^^
anywayyyy, while washing the dishes, i turned over the plates and pots and the kualis to check where they came from, as in product from where. but this is not a habitual thing, i don't know why the heck i got this urge his morning to do that, prolly the overslept-ness made me go cuckoo~
and i realized that most of my house's dining utensils are either from JP or Korea and not CHINA!
happy-ness overwhelmed me! don't really know for what reason it turned up my orgasm, but i would like to name this orgasm-exitement of mine to "Orgasmicnism For Expensive Product"! Lolx~
yes, i go all high-up for nice, expensive, chio-looking stuffs like clothings, handbags, shoes and even dining utensils...
all in all, i LOVE branded stuffs.
although all people would say BRANDED stuffs is expensive due to the BRAND only..but what turf!! you jealous arh that i have the capability to own it. lolx~ sorry yea for the terasa readers, not saying it to you, but to 'someone'.
so i started my hunt and rummaged all my stuffs to see the percentage that my stuffs are genuine and not pirated stuffs from China or HK. and i found out that almost 80% of my stuffs are genuine and i got all exited again! lolx~ well, for one thing that i am not that all exited is that i am using a China phone! T.T this is the thing that i carry around where ever i go, even to the toilet, is a China product and i was like what turf at myself!
*made up my mind to change it when i got the moola~*
after all the crazy commotions which ended around 1.30p.m,(i got a lot of belongings) went out for lunch with thy friends. with ONE friend actually. still the closest to me after secondary ended. and she is a kindergarten teacher now! gosh, her wish came true and here i am still stuck between my mum's decision and my own urge to acheive my dreams.(i got hell lot of stuffs that i want to acheive so i might write about that later)
then i 'hibernated' as soon as i reach home.
woke up to the sound of my mum's grumblings. what turf betul!!
then i go grab my Jodi Picoult's Keeping Faith to read while taking my 'daily dose' of must-have...

yea!! Cadbury chocolates!!!
usually i would whole the whole big bar like this...

usually i would whole the whole big bar like this...

and munch on it the whole day.
and gain like freaking 2 kilo the next day!!
so i laid off the big bar for quite sometime now and still find pleasures with the small ones.
having around 5 - 6 piece perday of the small ones is not as fattening as the one big bar la~
then i dose off again, yea..after candy i still can doze off. i won't be like hyperactive and all those shits. guess those are for kids. not TEENAGERS!*you thought i am going to say "old people like me" huh? blek~*
then went out with the family for dinner.
dinner at BRJ! BRJ = mamak stall! mamak stall rocks!!! wee~~
and i saw my godbrother there! aww~~ it has been so so so long since i talked to him face to face, breath to breath, punch to punch, i meant pinch to pinch*snickers*..ouh~you get what i mean.
but i did not went ahead to him and his family members who were eating just to butt in for awhile to bid hello.
instead i messaged him when i reach home.
and gain like freaking 2 kilo the next day!!
so i laid off the big bar for quite sometime now and still find pleasures with the small ones.
having around 5 - 6 piece perday of the small ones is not as fattening as the one big bar la~
then i dose off again, yea..after candy i still can doze off. i won't be like hyperactive and all those shits. guess those are for kids. not TEENAGERS!*you thought i am going to say "old people like me" huh? blek~*
then went out with the family for dinner.
dinner at BRJ! BRJ = mamak stall! mamak stall rocks!!! wee~~
and i saw my godbrother there! aww~~ it has been so so so long since i talked to him face to face, breath to breath, punch to punch, i meant pinch to pinch*snickers*..ouh~you get what i mean.
but i did not went ahead to him and his family members who were eating just to butt in for awhile to bid hello.
instead i messaged him when i reach home.
me: i saw you~~~*stalk stalk...*
bro: *freaked out* where the hell you saw me la?where are you now?and where am i now huh??
me: *psych* i saw you at BRJ just now. you and family eating and i was there for the same reason too.
bro: stupid girl!! why din you stalk by to say hello la??damn miss you~~
me: don't want la, im shy la.your parents are eating and are there~
bro: me tak kisah, parents lagi tak kisah~~
me: sorry la cyg~~*wink wink*
bro: okok~~godmum and dad says hello to a bodoh goddaughter~
me:*cricket sound*
(and while typing this, i was like why the hell am i typing what i message just now??!!)
(p/s: sorry for this message..please ignore this if you feel that i am showing off)
bro: *freaked out* where the hell you saw me la?where are you now?and where am i now huh??
me: *psych* i saw you at BRJ just now. you and family eating and i was there for the same reason too.
bro: stupid girl!! why din you stalk by to say hello la??damn miss you~~
me: don't want la, im shy la.your parents are eating and are there~
bro: me tak kisah, parents lagi tak kisah~~
me: sorry la cyg~~*wink wink*
bro: okok~~godmum and dad says hello to a bodoh goddaughter~
me:*cricket sound*
(and while typing this, i was like why the hell am i typing what i message just now??!!)
(p/s: sorry for this message..please ignore this if you feel that i am showing off)
gosh!
my first day is such a bored!!
although i sleep most of the time, but the good thing is that i don't feel so tired anymore now!^^
another problem is...
HOW ON EARTH AM I GOING TO SLEEP TONIGHT???!!
my first day is such a bored!!
although i sleep most of the time, but the good thing is that i don't feel so tired anymore now!^^
another problem is...
HOW ON EARTH AM I GOING TO SLEEP TONIGHT???!!
HAPPY FIRST DAY OF 2009 EVERYONE!!
p/s: i love 2009 because it consists two of my lucky number and coincidently is what my date of birth is!
pp/s: some psycho said that my chinese horoscope(horse) will bring bad luck in money wise for this 2009. what turf you old man!!! i am going to have a great life, full of prosperity and luck in MY 2009!!
pp/s: some psycho said that my chinese horoscope(horse) will bring bad luck in money wise for this 2009. what turf you old man!!! i am going to have a great life, full of prosperity and luck in MY 2009!!
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