ok~a real short post today.
i had learn how to do my coursework today and am damn happy about that because i don't need to rely on person that i "love" so much. i can do it on my own! yeah!

i don't bloody need you la, don't so bloody xc la! damn!!

i am going to be so alone tomorrow!! darn!
and i want to go to sleep now. very very tired...

Piglets At Karaoke.

today got class but we still manage to go karaoke! guess it haven't you?! lolx!!
i play truant! yea! for the very first time in my college life! and damn it feels good!! lolx!
went to karaoke at Sungei Wang. did not really had a good time there la because it was like kinda rushing. we don't really have very enough time to sing and then to rest and then to sing and then to rest again. we was like sing sing sing sing sing, toilet because really cant stand it already, then continue sing again. practically no rest! damn! it was so rushing and we cant get an afternoon session because it has all been fully booked and thus no student discount! damn! i know that it is still cheap without that discount but still~~~T.T
my rights as a student have beeen robbed away right in front of me!!
oh well, i went 2 of my best buddy in college and all is worth while!*smiles* and i screamed my lungs out!
and this thursday got accounting coursework test and i have not master it all!! uurrgghhh~~
see the rajiness of me la~ tsk tsk tsk...^.^

then we go shopping, window shopping to be exact! and someone shop till there isn't a single cent in her purse!! darn! lolx!!

little Japan.
a shop name Yokusuki, if i have not get the name wrong... they sell all stuffs from Japan and those promoters girls are asked to dress in fake kimonos!! lolx!!
but damn pretty la the shop i meant and i have not came across this shop in Sungei Wang lo..

and we realise that this Sungei Wang also is having a total "make over". as in the shop from selling really damn cheapskate and no taste clothes to really high class and elegant clothings! one word, CHIO!!! i damn like! lolx!

then we accompanied one friend to the optical shop because she wants to use contact. note, first timer in using contact lens and to those that uses contact will surely understand the difficultness in putting it into our eyes for the very first time.
over all, had a great laugh there, but she was way better than me la.
because my place, we are charged to learn to wear that lens. so i bought it back and learn to wear it myself from all the advertisement that i saw before.
it took me 45 minutes to put one into one eye!! ONE eye leh~~~
and another 45 minute for the another la~
damn~
and she only do it in 45 minutes for 2 eyes.
good right!!!^^

then walked back to T.S and i saw the christmas decorations there and i thought that it is kinda overly done but yet, nice... and it got me all tingly inside!!^^

my camera not that nice and was down the escalator..
this tree is overly done la~ haix~

all i want for christmas is.... bla bla bla bla..
i forgot the lyrics...heheheh~~ but i want to do a list!!lolx!! so damn kiddy!!

At Last

wee~ at last! finally i had manage to change my blogskin. although this is not i really wanted, i wanted a Christmas skin actually but all damn to change! and i am so ever poor in html, xml.. i am not even sure what those are!
hope you all like this, kinda girly but heck~^^ but my navigation bar hilang weh! why arh?!

SUNDAY
had combined service the other day.
as usual, met up with lotsa friends and am damn happy. church is overly big that is why la~hm~
and i notice that Flamingo Hotel has tried their very best to change the surroundings, the way they put things and handle customers but they are still on thin ice.
they are now having the largest resources and that is from our monthly combined service which cost a fortune!
wait till mid of next year when our very own church building is finally done, Flamingo Hotel can declare bankruptcy la! Lolx!! evilness...

i have not notice this 2 scenery before all this while i am at Flamingo. hell~ Nice la~
then ended, came back, nothing special so i also don't want try to make this blog looks damn long...
but then again, i did this at night.. see who can guess what this is and what i did with this things?! Lolx!!

guess what are those and what i did with those things?
please be freak out! lolx!!

MONDAY
had class today.
weekends seems so much shorter than weekdays! urggh~!!
i scared myself half dead thinking that Tuesday would be the Acc 2nd coursework test and so i did like super duperly a lot of studies the night before and slept less...
was duperly tired today but thank God that i would not have to go back by myself today.
ubberly tired!!
but the dumbest thing that i had in mind today, the whole day is that....jeng jeng jeng.....
i thought i would bump into "him". at the Sentral Lrt.
"yea...you...." if you ever read my this post la...
i was expecting that "he" would suddenly walk up to me and tickle me or what ever shit! Lolx!!
ok~ yea.. miss "him" la~ miss you la dumbass!!
went into mum's car and the first word that she said was,
"you look damn yellow!!"
i was like what theheck!!
the prove, please tell me am i yellow or what??yellow as in pale la

i think i looked tired more than being a banana!
mind the lights, they follow me everywhere!!*o*

How To Do It?

i had finally started my part of being a tutor. i distribute flyers today!! and i am embarrassed to do so! damn~
i can so understand the feeling of walking the streets aimlessly, holding those damn flyers and wandering in my head which house should i head to first, will there be someone there, in the house peeking out and spot me and brush me away with the broom..bla bla~~
and i only want chinese students so i aim house that looks chinese-sey la~
and kena bark!! damn!!!
i thought dogs were cute and cuddly so now i have to revert my thoughts on them!! lolx!!
luckily no dogs chase after me!! but i saw some chickens by the road side though, and i saw one that almost fell into the longkang(drain) and i was laughing my head off, in the middle of the road, alone. but luckily no one passed by or not i will be sent to the mental hospital for laughing at the sight of chickens!
anyway, all i have got to say is, when there a "flyer people", that hands you pieces of paper that you prolly won;t even glance at it, just take it anyway, just for the sake of making them happy la.
this job really needs a lot of courage and you just have to be very thick skin to be up to this job and i am not a very thick skin person, so i am not up for it!! lolx!!

wee~ came back, took a long and nice bath, then went Mcd.
to study.
yea, that is kinda a style among us friends la.. well, i kinda pick it up from Power Ranger.
i went alone and sat there doing my things and onlining for well around 5 hours! wee..
at least i got something done!!

since christmas is around the corner, i have given a thought of changing my blog skin to something festiviti!! lolx!!
but i am unable to do so. i am not that IT literate and i am not that bad also, i am in the middle. yea, i love sitting ont he fence! so heck!!
could anyone teach me how to change skins the right way??!!
uman~~maybe u can help me!! lolx!!
urrgghh~~ how to do!!!?
i nnearly lost all the contacts! damn!!

meanwhile, this is the new me!

ok~ nothing that is so new la!!lolx!!
but i think i have lose of of the fats@@
wee~~ happyness!! and i dyed my hair but it is so unseeable~
thanks and no thanks to my mum for giving me overly healthy hair!!

Was A Pig...

i did a lot of stuffs today! at last, my Fridays will not be as boring as it was before.
mum will take Friday holidays starting from now till don't know when because she will be having Japanese classes on Saturday. so Saturday's spring cleaning is now called Friday spring cleaning! lolx!
went to the market and kept thinking that today is Saturday and i annoyed her by asking why isn't that or this stall open today?got any big chinese events that i did not know?bla bla bla...
and if i am not mistaken, she had answered my question around 5 times before getting really really annoyed and start scolding me for being dumb and annoying! lolx! see...morning blues~ and i got all the blues.

for this past whole week, all i remembered doing is RUSHING.
nothing was and is this clear in my mind except for the scene of me rushing to college, rushing between classes, rushing to do my pending homework, rushing to master accounting, rushing for busses and hell, it has been raining this whole week!! damn!
all i did was RUSH RUSH RUSH RUSH RUSH.
The words seem more like an indian character now! lolx!
that i was so tired today. i slept a bit early the night before thinking that prolly an early 30 minutes sleep will help a lot since i slept so much little for the past four days and was so drained.
heck, i woke up to this humming sound in my head this morning. mum called me up when usually i could wake up by myself. seems that the clock rang twice, and i was still in bed. i did not hear that though.
was a bit dizzy so proceeded to the market. after done marketing, came back and plop myself on the bed and fell asleep.
was kinda half asleep and half awake that kinda scenario because i could hear my mum scolding me again for going back to sleep when it was already 9 in the morning.
i did not care and continue what i do best. SLEEPING.
then she woke me up again and go buy groceries again!! i was like.. "you don't even cook that much so why buy so much??!"
bla bla..then came back. unload stuffs and i went out.
black out. just like that.
and i hit my head i think because my head is still in pain ! hish~
my mum said i woke up and went to bed to rest. rest a.k.a sleep in my "dictionary".
so i slept like a pig.
from 1030a.m to 3 p.m.
yeah!! without waking up even once.
and i had dreams!! damn~ i dreamt about people that i hate and people that i dislike!
i dreamt about "ninja"!! damn!!!
to those that know who is ninja, so yerr la that i dream about "ninja".

i dreamt that "ninja" came to my house and waited for me outside.
i was out to don't know where la then when i came home, i dreamt that my grandma was still alive and her voice of telling me that someone came to find you was so vivid and so real!!
i bloody love my grandma and i bloody hate "ninja". so what does this dream means? why does it have to consist people that i love most and people that i hate most!!!?!!
god!! i am never going to sleep in the morning or take afternoon nap anymore!!
it has been so long since i have dreams during my sleeps, not even during the night time. prolly i was so tired and wore out that when i plop down, i sleep like katak mati.

haix~ i miss you grandma~
we are having Christmas tree in our house this year.
sorry that this tree was actually promised to you but we did not have the chance to put it up with you.
so i hope that you will be by our side when we decorate this tree that belongs to ALL of us in this house.
at least make me know that you are with us when we put that tree up, any, just any signs will do.
because i miss you badly.
happy early christmas wish from me everyone!
i am a christmas freak!!^^ i love this day!

today and yesterday

YESTERDAY
yesterday was prolly the saddest day of my life since entered into college life.
i knew that i was going to not score that both unit but i did not know that this will have such a big effect on the cgpa!
i was so utterly shock beyond words! and prolly damn ashamed also!
i did not expected it and it was not in my expectation to get that bad.
damn~
had a frustrated ride return home. jam like nobody's business, rained like cats and dogs and my leg hurts like shit due to the whole 45 minutes standing in the bus that doesn't understand the meaning of being courteous on the road and definitely have not been attending any street smart seminars.
told mum about the damn embarrassed thing, the dumb cgpa...
and kena scolding through out the whole night! damn!

tried going online also unable to do so!

yesterday is like so what ever!!

TODAY
today is volleyball day and also english presentation day.
we had our spiking test today and i almost broke my arm. guess that i am not professional enough..or.. is it just because of his skills?
overall, should be okay~^^
did our presentation today too...
happy to the max when teacher said that i was the best...marks that i will be very happy to get if today was my finals. marks of what i call almost to the max.
why am i so good in language and so damn bad in calculations??!!!

internet line damn suck!!
keeps disconnecting~ish~

Latin dance.

saw a Latin dance promotion in school today. thus being a dance lover, me and my friend approach the stall. then this short, cute but kinda old guy suddenly came out front from behind the stand and starts explaining what is Latin dance to us like he had been memorizing it for days and eager to splurge everything to the very first customer that are willing to stand there to listen.
like i said, we were interested, listened, asked a few questions and thus wrote down our details.
this guy is prolly doing his first ever promotion on dancing because the way he presented it was really kayu and he was so damn nervous. even the paper that he handed us was written in pencil and there were a lot of error and a lot of scribbles, not like those damn standard printed out nicely and profesionally done forms to fill in.
nevertheless, the teacher is cute.*winks*(a bit short though)

then there were a short dance performance.
the teacher was even more chio and so damn pretty... but sadly there was no crowd.
it is like so damn bullshit weh, when the Kung Fu club was having a booth there, all Tarcians crowded at the canteen hall like there was a big pile of gold there waiting for them to rush in and dig in.
i mean.. come on la~ how can a Kung Fu club attract more "customers" than a Latin dance booth!!?!
thanks and no thanks to some guys who were just there for the sake of looking and hoping that when the teacher twirls, the super duper damn hot short skirt will fly up high to the sky, revealing the "heaven" beneath it. damn perverts~
i knew it because i was there, when they had that awe expression when the teacher did twirl, the talks that they passed on to each other, the giggles and the satisfaction looks and thus gone laughing out loud.
then i realised... Malaysians is so like way back time. they duper kuno style of mentality could really kill me at times!!
Eg:
* if you wear duper short skirt/pants( showing thighs), you are not allowed to enter the college and your ID would be suspended.
* if you wear V cut shirt/blouse/tops. guys will look at you 24/7 hoping that you will bow down and forgot to cover it so that they can have a glimpse of heaven.
* when wearing low cut jeans/pants and when sitting, definitely ass shows, the guys sitting behind would stare and talk non stop about it and it gets louder and louder and louder and ended up the whole hall knows about it.
* wearing aupicious color inner wear and wearing a white T/blouse on the outer, will definitely attract all eyes and talks about it will be held at the White House/Parliament.
* being differrent and wering dull colors(as in punk, gothic) will be thought of having mental problem.

i still have got a lot of egs but i don't even want to bother to elaborate.^^
i was remember that when my mum brought me to China Town, i saw this 2 angmos lady having quite big "pillows" and was wearing a damn short and tight blouse matching a white see through short skirt. and usually angmos are big in size(fat), so you can imagine what i want to say next la... elaboration not needed la~
then this 3-4 malay guys passed by and "woot" and "weet" at them and was like challenging them to be touched by them because they walked so close to the ladies and was on the verge of touching them!
till this day, i would say, what a disgrace...
sees flesh and they lost their own flesh(dignity)
like never see flesh before!! haix~ damn saddening...

by the way, Latin consist of Cha Cha Cha, Paso Doble, Samba, Rumba and Tango.
i had seen my friends dance before and fell in love with samba!
my mum encourage me to learn and agreed to pay half of the fees! damn happy now!!^^

NICE!!