A Year Has Gone By

Well well, what do you know... 2010 is gonna come to an end very very soon and this is the time of the month that I've been looking forward to every single year. Yeaps, Christmas!! *smiles* This is also the first ever year that I've got myself a Christmas present.

Meet Minnie and Mickey!

Mickey: Uhh... Hii? I want nuts.

Minnie: Stop leaning on me you bozo

LOL!

Yeaps, finally gotten myself my very own Mickey and Minnie Mouse lol!

Minnie sniffing around town wtf

Mickey looking fat with all the food he stuffed inside his cheeks :)

And Christmas came early to me and my secret Santa is no one other than my own boyfriend, Samuel. He got me a Mickey mouse too! :P

And this boom boom pows my ears and head off ;)

Above all that, I have been busy working and balancing my work and social life that I've neglected blogging. Been eating a lot of microwaved food as well and man, I miss home cooked!

This does look awesome, it even smells awesome once I took it out from it's protective cling wrap. 

As soon as I warmed it up and took a bite, I threw it away and went hungry for the afternoon wtf wtf.


Cheap things are love!


And I rock your world,socks,whatever that revolves around you... with my awesome pink lens! *winks*

My Love For Retrievers

Running down the stairs every morning after a 5 minute or so of snoozing after my mum's yelling to wake me up, I would rush to the kitchen and grab some anchovies and prepared milk...there I go, heading to the back of my house to feed all those stray cats. That was me, when I was in primary.

My love for animals is endless! For doing the above, I've received a lot of canning, scolding and even got locked outside of the house because I was feeding stray cats without my mum's knowing resulting loads of returning cats at the back of my Cheras house.

Yes, I am that weird. But I just love animals! And I can't understand why would some people give up their 'buddies' after being with em' for so long?! Don't you tell me that there is no feelings attached? If there isn't, then you're so inhumane.

Cats aren't my favorite-est among the lot but because I've stayed in a Malay area for the rest of my life, the closest animal that I can get my hands on are cats. So feed cats lo wtf. But what I really love are Golden Retrievers!! *hearts hearts*

Everyone say "Awwwwww~"

How can you not love something so cute and dumb looking as that!!

The Golden Retriever is a happy-go-lucky clown. He's reliable, trustworthy, calm, friendly, gentle and confident. He's very eager to please you. He isn't a one-man dog because he loves everybody. He's friendly with all dogs and strangers. He's highly intelligent and trainable. He's very active and energetic. He loves to romp, run and play outdoors and he loves to swim. He's gentle and patient with kids, even bratty ones! He loves to play games and have fun. He's athletic, agile and fast on his feet.

adapted from www.justdogbreeds.com 


At the place where I stay now, and as I walk the dog, I will pass by this blue gate door and there will always be a full grown retriever sitting at the porch.. all tied up. I feel sorry for the fella as I feel that this dogs really love big space, walks, running around with their tongue hanging out, caring owners etc and not all tied up and looking out the door when passer by walks by with their dogs. I swear I can almost hear the dog that I walk mocking him, somewhat like 'haha, I've got someone to walk me but you don't' wtf. #cryptic

I'm sure Gucci will love this. Yes, that is the name of the sad forlorn, even the name sounds stupid for a dog, I bet Gucci goes 'wtf' every time we call it.

The Golden Retriever is the most intelligent and easiest to train of all dog breeds! He learns new commands quicker than any other breed, which makes him very easy to train.

adapted from www.justdogbreeds.com 
And they actually looked dumb... but they are not!!

Too dumb looking too cute too cute too dumb looking!!!

*squeals*

I saw one huge one yesterday at PJ! And the fella actually eats bread all the way when the maids walked him? Lol? Eat and shit all the way ah? Lol!! And the owners were so friendly as me and my babe, eventually stopped our car by the side ala robbers wtf and i think we kinda scared the ladies, double wtf... and went 'aahhhh ooohhhh shoooooo cuteeeeee!'... WTF! I think I can only do this with my gila babi babe, Samantha Kalaichelvan.

The dog din't even paid any attention to us n kept looking at his bread. Triple the wtf.

Anyway, moving on... I love Golden Retrievers laa!!
But owning a Retriever means giving up your house being clean as this fellas really do shed a lot! They can be fucking cute and small and cuddly but they too can grow up being a giant -.- So I don't think that I will be owning any till my future husband lands us on a double football field size land, with our house in the center and a muthafucking big space for em' to run around. I want 2 retrievers then lol wtf...

AWWWWWWW.................

That's it. I want this!

*points*

Dear Santa, can you drop me a Retriever up from the sky and touch my mom's heart to let us keep him. I  prefer a him. Thank you and amen *angelic eyes*

WTF. Sekian.

I Thank God For Friends

I really do thank Jesus, Siddhārtha Gautama, and the multiple Hindu goddess that brought all the friends into my live. Be it those that stays with me or those that left me as an enemy, I still love em' all.


Coming from a single parent family, money is always my issue, in fact, it's my whole family's issue. Mum never ever cringe on what we want even though she hasn't got the money, she would rather spend on us than on herself. Which is what I really hate because I've always feel that what is the point then if I were to work my ass off and at the end of the day, I don't have a single cent to spend on myself. Let's say I do have an extra of RM100 to spend, I would still be thinking of all the things I can pay for(eg, house rent/bills)if I were to not buy that (unnecessary) dress and keep this for household. That is my mom.


Thus I've decided to defer my studies and to come out to work, mainly to gain experience and to see what my real interest are in. And I've found that I've been in the wrong course all this while. Technically, I knew it from the beginning, it's just that I went along with mom's flow. Since she was the one who paid for it. And now that I'm working, I've finally decided to change my course to something that I've always want to do... Mass Communication. Thankful for all the mass communication friends that I've got, they totally poisoned me that I should be the organizer, the talker, the planner, the EVERYTHING except sitting in the office and typing wtf. They are also the reason that made me finally stamp my decision down despite the 2 years spent, slaughtering my own life and time away on E-Commerce and Marketing. Not forgetting the money that my mum used(now it's gonna be called wasted wtf)on me and my course and my travelling fares and my noms noms.
With that, I've also moved out of my comfort zone, my zone for 20 years now. It's really tough living without my mom as I have to do everything from A - Z all by myself. I can't simply spend because if I do then I would have no savings left at the end of the day.


Been really emotional this days and has a lot running through my mind and I think this is my lifetime crisis? I don't even know what that meant wtf.The only thing I know is that I want to be successful so that I can live a better life that my parents could not afford to provide me with. Sometimes I really do feel unwanted, unworthy, lonely, loner, like I just want to sleep eat sleep eat and hopefully the trees outside my house will grow money leaves.. while I eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep. Friends whom I know I can turn to always make me feel a bit more worthy, wanted and actually am not that lonely after all. The boyfriend too tried his best, I hope, to give me all the manly love that I've lacked since the age of 9 and made me feel that someone actually cares for me. Yet, I don't know why I still feel like having lunch alone with a stumpy grouchy face and not wanting to talk to anyone and just want to feel self pity and "Help me ah people, someone come and make me smile please!!"< this kind of a feeling.

Some Takes Pride Being A Mixed

My title actually says all that I want to blog about and it's not that I want to flame anyone or in this case, mixed parentage people but some people really do offence me much by them thinking that I should remember that they are mixed and worst is, they expect me to remember their 'mixture'.


Chinese with Indians, Indians with Malays, Malays with Thais, Indonesians with Chinese, Chinese with Angmoh, Sinhalese with Malays, etc etc etc plus with all those that you all can think of. This is what happen nowadays... Chinese just don't fancy being with a Chinese anymore, Malays don't go with Malays and Indians don't go with Indians... Matter of fact, it seems like no one is being together with the same race anymore! For God's sake, trend ah??


I, beg to be different. I love being with my own people. In my case, Chinese people. Some people might not know this, but I'm mixed myself. To cut the story short/lazy to explain, I'm a Chinese and  a Malaysian. Not proud with both but saves up my time trying to explain. So Chinese I shall be! *smiles*
Some of my friends thinks that it is nice and very 'knowledgeable' if they were to be with another race besides their own, with multiple reasons to add and add on to it. They say that they can learn more and know more about the other race's cultures, understandings, religion, beliefs(its is fun to know of other's beliefs,no doubt*winks*)etc etc.


But why would you all want to waste your time to go learn n know about the another race? Why would you want to risk yourself ending up hating the differ race if something that they believe in contradicts with your own race's beliefs? Why would you all want to change to a different race when you're born as a Chinese(example)and then you would have to live your life according to the another race's cultures, it feels like you're going back to zero where you were actually at the 100th place.?
I think this way and I did not say that every one should think the same way as I do.


Another very frequent reason that I get from my friends who hated to be with their race and would very much prefer to be with a different race is because they wanted pretty babies. What the fuck. So, you're saying that Chinese aren't pretty??? Malays aren't pretty??? Indians aren't pretty??? Well, go to hell. Who are you to judge anyways? And it isn't every mixed parentage's children are pretty when they grow up. It's not a fact stated on Wikipedia(not that it's very reliable)but it's definitely a mindset that is sickening to me. No doubt that quite a number of mixed parentage people are pretty but that's probably like luck-based(?)wtf I don't know, I'm just saying because there aren't proof to sustain what I'm preaching and definitely there is nothing you can use as a fact to fire back at me. CONFIRM.


Let's say that there are 100 babies to 'see the world' today and God feel like blessing only 10 parents of different race with pretty babies. Then the rest of the 90 'out-coming' babies how?? Fugly lor~ FYL lor~ So stop saying that 'I want pretty babies so I want to be with an angmo(assuming that I'm not an angmoh)because if I were to be with my own race, my baby sure not pretty one!". Once again, you're no one... NO ONE to criticize which race is uglier and which is prettier wtf.


Let's go to the reason why this post is here. 
All thanks to a old church friend of mine. Recently she found me on Facebook and I was so delighted to have her 'found' me. She's a bit 'i don't know how to say' like slow for her age, that kind of a kid but she has the heart of gold. Probably lack of self esteem but heck, Ive got that too.
Anyways, we're chatting on Facebook one day and she asked me whether I like her display picture or no. She actually profiled pictured a taken at 45 degree angle kinda picture of herself, resulting very huge kawaii self. And so I thought that that was pretty weird and not wanting to hurt her feelings, I replied "Yeap". 


Thinking that she would talk about a different thing, preferably filling me with what she is up to now, but no, she reasked the same question but in a different manner.This time around, it went "Do I look pretty? My display picture." And no, she's no lesbo, though I felt a sudden lesbo vibe from her wtf, but she isn't. CONFIRM. So I replied, "ohh, you use contact lenses too??" because that is what she actually wanted me to praise her on wtf.
Hello... I've had contact lenses in my eyes ever since I knew that there is such a thing and she made me sound like I've never heard/know what is a contact lens?! Well, that kinda pissed me off. But I forgive her because she's really a bit the retarded kind.


She then ignored me for 5 minutes or so, claiming that she needs to reply tweets with Pitbull. What the fuck -.-... She thinks I'm retarded is it?? Then she continued by asking me whether do I remember what race she is. She is not pretty and has dark skin but has nice features, so I answered "Indian? Mamak?" and she went on a tornado fury!! Crazy woman! I even got claimed to be heartless for a moment there, wtf? :(
Then she told me like 5 times of what mixed parentage is she and she keep saying that she is mixed mixed mixed... Okay okay I got it!


Being a mixed isn't every thing, really.
So Chinese please start dating back Chinese, Malays with Malays, Indians with Indians and all the same races together. I really think that we should be very sure of our own roots, then only meddle with other people's cultures. Pretty people aren't always due to mixed parentage and isn't it a bit annoying this days? That we actually can't differentiate a French guy and a Singh. Agreed much?

Things I'm Selling: Blings

I have 5 packets here and one of them is reserved.

Each is RM10 and I'd prefer COD and so, you can email me at theagapevox(at)gmail.com for more inquiries.

Every packet has 500 pieces of more of blings.

I would like to clear every thing here before bringing in more, so help is needed to do so!

I would not be posting others here the next time because for now, I can't solve the HTML problem and it wouldn't display pictures..

Ocean Potion Presents: "Fair Game" Movie Screening

Ocean Potion is a range of sun screen products which just spells the word, 'AWESOME'! I have been using sun screen all my entire life and I can say that I've tried, not all, but almost all the sun screen that the market can offer me.

Some are pretty disappointing, some aren't really "good friend" with my sensitive skin, some are just too oily to my liking and some are just plain disappointing. I used to be very active in sports such as basketball, volleyball, badminton and also futsal, all this requires me to be under the sun the whole entire time! And I've been using all the disappointing sun screen, and it took effect on my supposedly-fair-skin.

Till I've found Ocean Potion. =)

My bare skin >.< and I'm showing it to the world! *dais*


And this is the one that I'm using and loving! *hearts hearts*

And what do you know! Ocean Potion also has a movie screening by Adverlets called "Fair Game"(the title sound pun intended lol)

Yup, there’s a movie screening this coming Monday and its non other than ‘Fair Game’! Thanks to sponsor Ocean Potion, not only will you get movie tickets, you will also stand a chance to win some of their great sunblock & tanning products plus a gym sized towel! Details below:

Blog contest for Ocean Potion

- Blog about your sunblock experience, and why you’ll like to win Ocean Potion products – and get a pair of tickets to watch ‘Fair Game’ & stand a chance to win Ocean Potion product hampers!

- Be a fan of the Ocean Potion Facebook Page

- Send your posts to info@advertlets.com

- Win movie tickets to watch Fair Game together with other bloggers!

- Ocean Potion products for best write-up (1st, 2nd & 3rd prize)

- You can also bring your existing sunblock on movie night to exchange for Ocean Potion products at discounted prices.

Now that you've know the secret to my almost flawless skin :)
Now, would you just hand me all those sunblock products?! ;P

For more info, log on to Adverlets.com

Testing Things Out

Every thing here is still under construction. Managed to type HTML myself and change the layout a bit, since I have not been doing so for so long. Will be putting the banners again, and no, I'm not jump shipping to any another, still an Adverlets. Will be installing in all the Twitter, Facebook Fan Page, ChatBox etc etc. So, stay tuned! *winks*