My French Class

Been going to French class for the pass one month now and up to this stage, I still am very much into this 'learn a new language'course besides of the other units that we must take.

For those that hasn't know about this, where have you been?! I'm pretty sure that you're not my Twitter follower of Facebook friends *sad face*

Went to KLCC yesterday before my Wednesday's French class and I sat on the floor beside the 'Japan Section' of Kinokuniya and was reading on the arts and crafts that we can do using felt cloths, small animals/fake sushis & sashimi that can be made out of acrylic. Just pure awesome =)

And that is my French Professeur that I don't even know his name and he always say "Je'habite la lune~" which meant "I'm staying at the moon" wtf. When we asked "Quel âge vous avez?" and he will jump up and down and said "Je suis vieux, tu êtes jeune". I don't know any of his identity but I do love the way he teaches us, he don't speak Anglais at all and expect us to talk/understand him in Francais. That's the way to learn!

Yesterday, we were all to create our own dialogue with a partner and to only(duh)speak in Francais. Thus, the above is my sketch for the short conversation with my classmate. It's a mess I know because I'm no good in Francais,YET. LOL!

We were then asked to choose our own background or a scene and we chose the back ground with Mount Fuji and the conversation went something like this:


Shen: Bonsour!
Me: Bonsour! Comment tu t'appellez?
Shen: Je'mappelle Shen, et tu?
Me: Je'mappelle Victoria, Enchantee!
Shen: Qui, Enchante!
Me: Enchantee!


And bla bla bla because I forgot what I conjured up lol!

My classes are from 6 - 830 pm at Tunku Abdul Rahman College, Setapak branch and I live at Cheras. Yes, I know, you must be wondering what's wrong with my brains. Works from 9am - 1pm and then rushes off to class at 6pm. =P
Love for languages yo wtf LOL! So shall end this post with a vain picture of myself on one of the nights where the trains are weirdly not filled, when they are usually half filled =s

LOL! Act cute on the train because there's no one and I can to LMAO!

ZOMG

Can you believe it?! I have not been blogging for what? A week?! I'm sorry bloggy!

And now I am back to blogging =) Lol at the my phase of blogging, no wonder up till this point, I'm still an unknown blogger.

Not THAT unknown and not THAT famous. Atas pagar dan cucuk bontot wth! LOL!

This is just going to be a post to tell everyone that I am alright, and no, I am not dead and neither did I migrate. Seriously, some of my friends eventually messaged me after like 2 years of no contact and asked did I migrate? Like dude, no? =.=

Okay, I am actually lazy to blog now so I will end here alrights? And I was at the Hennessy Artistry and I will be doing a post on that very soon alrights? And yes, I am still in Malaysia =)

Cupid Couple Agency.. to be.

There are major reasons that I do not simply let others in on my private email and MSN, even if it's to friends that I might have known for years. Those that are not close will never ever get to have neither my email nor my MSN because I feel that there is no need for us to be chatting at all, be it online or offline. Hi Bye would be best, for all I care. Why? Cause I don't think I need you, cause I don't think you're sane enough, cause I don't think you're atas enough etc etc. If I continue on then sure many will feel it then they don't want to be friends with me anymore wtf.

I'vf got a lot of seniors that somehow they got my private email and MSN. Must be some bitches who let them out... I don't know la cause I still feel so pawned, I not only feel like killing a cat, I feel like killing myself. Let's see the chat log.

Please click on it to see it .

No comment. I still feel pawned.

No mood to ramble also. Fucking lifeless humans.

You all think I Cupid Agency har? So I should start charging right? Yes, I should.

I Hate Bus Drivers

But I really need them to chauffeur me around because I have no license and I have got no car but I really hate them! How?

The sudden random start is because I would need to take one bus everyday to my working place after mummy dropped me off half way of my journey. It takes me around 10 minutes, at first, to wait for this bus. After a month plus, it now takes me 20 - 30 minutes for one bus to arrive!

The busing system in this area is so poor although it covers only like 6 km ish of distance and it goes round and round the taman and it's not meant to bring passengers to town. Seriously, how jammed up can a housing area be, right?? If your housing area jams up like hell, then FYL seriously. Because my own housing area really jams like hell during peak season, FML I know.

Back to the bus driver.

I do not hate the bus companies but I really hate their system and their nonchalant attitude at hiring their people. Not being bias nor age-ist, I seriously think that there are some jobs that are suitable for some age group, eg being a beauty consultant needs you to be fairly young (or at least young looking laa) and not someone whom you can see thousands of wrinkles from a distance! Not every job is suitable for EVERYONE, like right!

Before I go any further insulting all the old/elderly people...back to the bus driver.

Well duh, he is old. And very touchy. He wouldn't let you slip your notes into the "supposingly for you to put your notes" box, he would grab the notes out of your hands and OBVIOUSLY touching the hand! Just when I thought that I was over reacting, I realized some of the passengers were whispering to each other on the same matter. That was first.

Then on the another day where I "got lucky" that he was the bus driver again, he did the same thing. I snapped at him. Real loud. With a bus full of people inside waiting for the bus to move and a couple more behind me waiting to board the bus.

"Can't you just let me put it in myself and you stop being innocent and go grabbing everyone's hands!"

That was the last straw. And every time he sees me, he squirms back and just handed me the ticket.

That was him being touchy. Let's go to him being sleepy and was dozing off WHILE driving and swayed like shit. Owh wait, too lengthy right? Let's watch a video shall we?

Sorry for the bad quality. It looks fine on my Blackberry though Lol! But it turns out like this when I edited and upload it on Youtube.

Any inquiries please leave a comment in the comment box below! =)

I am gonna hate bus driver till death do us part wtf

Tumblr-ing My Blogspot

Since I got a Blackberry which has pretty good and clear 2 mega pixel camera, I have been snapping and snapping away at the weirdest/oddest/normal things that caught attention to my eyes! So I have loads of pictures that I want to show but I seriously swear that this pictures are non related, and I have no idea how to caption & relate them! xD

I guess I shall caption them on what happened and what makes me saw/see them.

Seriously, I need to brush up my English & Grammar =s Been a little rusty since I ended high school Lol!

Crazy things that I get daily.

On the left is supposingly a laxative-equivalent biscuit. You consume then you can go toilet nicely

And on the right hand side would be the F Cup! I know right! I'm on the road of nirvana to enlarge my barely-there breast! LOL!

This is my entrance/tit/office card, what ever you all call it kay~

So today too bored and something happened, made me turned this card up side down and let some light passes through it and it amazes me! I know, I'm blonde *darks*

Cool right! Btw, I "D"-ed my Physics so yea, I know nothing about this.

I saw really damn a lot of car plates with the number 8888 today! I think 5 - 6 cars? Al the way back from Maluri to Cheras! How lucky! I think I'm gonna strike a lottery soon~ =P

I hope right? DAMN STRAIGHT! =)

I still have one more picture to show all of you! See! I should really either make my blogspot a look-alike Tumblr or I might as well just TUmblr and stop blogspot-ing right?

Tadah! The new lens that I talked about previously. REALLY expensive but I think my eyes are priceless(?) so I might as well get this and use them rather than risking my eyes to cheap lens, right?

Damn right! And yes, it's by Giordano. Don't ask me why because I don't know why! =P

I Want To Rant

Only had 4 hours sleep the night before and woke up to an unforgiving cold morning does not contribute much on being good mood today, and when things get a little uglier for example super long texts in the morning adds on to the spiciness of emotion.

Being the right-on-dot Virgo, perfectly known to be a perfectionist and somewhat people call us idealistic...what ever you call it will do because I treat that as a compliment and I do take pride with that, I hate delays and inefficiency(be it with work or the people who are doing it). To recall, this might be the second ranting post of the same issue, within this month!

Can you people stop being such a sloth and get your ass moving, to prevent me from drafting a third post regarding the same thing for this month!? It really annoys the shoes out of me when somethings are told differently as compared to when you're AT it, annoys me even more when people are not getting along(at least)with my head or it's me being unable to get along with the rest.

Mum say I need to be able to get along with people and listens to opinions. I do listen to them, I just don't buy them. For very good reason, one is enough and that is, the plan sounds suck and it totally did not attract me. The end. So quit talking so much and get started. All talk and no do = bull shitting all the time.

Some people might read this and get offended but hey, you can always leave! This is my personal space and am not directing it to any people, can't help it if you ter-felt that you're the one I'm talking about~ I don't care how corporate this blog has become or whoever CEO reads it, things such as this will always be here. Don't like it? Leave.

I think I am rusting on this~

Who wouldn't if you faced the computer the whole entire day doing nothing but stalking your own Facebook and Twitter for updates, at the same time thinking whether should this be up on the blog or no.

Finally it's up so, wtf~ I don't care!

Yes, I am frustrated as one week time frame is wasted... And I don't like wasting time and people's effort and trust that they have in me. Due to certain someone, this has clearly happened and my one week time is gone.

On a lighter note, I really do think I got a problem getting along with people lo~ Like seriously~ Especially those who are dumb-cum-act cute and those who has "you-cant-do-all-this-and-i-am-better-than-you" mentality.

WHO DOESNT!! RIGHT?! *frus frus*

Excited Vox

#6:15/03/09
Nothing really special happen to me today. I kinda realize that my life is actually very stagnant now that i am now only at the 1/3244652 part of my project 365. and i am near to giving up doing that. But then again, i would still need to blog everyday right? Cause i feel that blogging is a disease. If you don't do it one day, your sickness will never ever cure and it might even get worse. I often find myself thinking,"How good it is that i have a smaller version of lappie, Sony perhaps, that i can bring every where i go and do my post, and then post it up when i have internet connection.." that would be blissful, huh!?

My inspiration and the need to blog comes at unrightful times and times when i am not having pen or pencil, let alone laptop. I have sudden urges to blog while i am in the LRT which i have to sit for 12 stations before i reach my college, the urge to blog when lectures, and if i can, i would even want to blog/go online while i have 'Victoria moments' in the toilet! lol what turf.
I would always think that, 'oh, ok.. as soon as i get back i would immediately blog about this so that i would not forget" and i will forget all about it as soon as i wait for Streamyx to connect! arrh~cause to me blogging is my online diary, not a private one cause you all read ma right?! ROFLMAO.

i spent my entire day after church today doing my Web Page Design. and i got really frustrated over it and also the missing-ness of my Messenger Live Plus(or what ever it's name), and i hate the very old Messenger which i have not use before. I was a MSN, the not the oldest version user before i change to the Plus. and i don't know what my cousin did to it. and i bet she uninstall it or what the shit. haix~
anyone whould like to help me out??
pretty pleeaassee~~*big wet puppy eyes*

And i went to sleep at 2 a.m this morning and i need to wake up for church at 6a.m. which means i only had 4 hours of not so beauty sleep and no wonder the back of my head is thumping and it feels like the veins of it are being pull by invisible hands. I am so tired yet exited.
Cause i have no class tomorrow, my Sir weds, according to him which i doubt cause he already had a wedding ring and tons of baby's pictures..
maybe he wants to go Bali and start a new life and family! lolwhat turf!

So, tomorrow is a shooping day/meet up with NS friends day/buying new desktop day/me spending money day/i want to get new i-Pod day/i am going to get my 18th birthday present day/i want to get a new tee day/i have to finish up my WPD day/....

TOMORROW IS THE DAY I HAVE GOT A LOT TO DO!!!
AND I LUURRVVVEEE IITTT~

NOTHING IS WORSE THAN
HAVING NOTHING TO DO~

p/s:: ohmyfgod! i dreamt about him again!and i don't want it to come true! i don't want to see him ever evvveerr again! he is nothing but a leech sucking all my happy things in life!!

I AM OFFICIALLY BACK

and so is my precious baby!

#2: 11/03/09

ok this was yesterday. the GreenTea Sedunia day and i totally missed it. not missed it like oh shit i totally forgot cause i am so busy that i got Alzheimer, but the cause was i could not go online! what turf~ and since brother damaged the house desktop computer, the modem was all alone and not butt connected to anything last night and i bet i heared it screaming outta loneliness on the cold hard floor. rofl what turff xp

and i finally got my notes too. and so i self buried my lazy face in front of the notes till it was around 10.45p.m, and remember that baby is not here~ so i went to sleep thinking what my friend would do to my precious.
cause she said she want to nodai it!
lol what turff~xp

#3: 12/03/09

yeay! as you can see, baby lappie is finally back at 'his' rightful place and so as my butt! lol what turf~ and my notes are now at it's not so rightful place as well~*winks*

Today had 8 o'clock class and i was outta the house at 6! yea! bloody odd hour of 6! and i woke up at 5. haix~ damn torturing! and i was on the verge of being late, again. omg! seriously, if and only if my mum would let me rent a house there nearby to the college, then this will safe me from waking up so damn early and her to be so damn rushing. and the jam was just as terrible as ever. haix~Malaysian drivers la right~ and i bet all they have in mind were why the hell would i want to let you cut in front of me? and even if you're Sammy Vellu i will still not let you pass!
lol what turff~

Fundamentals of Selling are as mental as ever. oh, i meant the lecturer actually. with her unruly hair curly non-chio and looks like aunty hair, her 70's glasses which made her look older, her ever hunching hunchback posture, and the part that i most beh ta han is her SKIN! omg~how can a girl's skin be as bad as hers! even buruh's skin is better than hers! lol what turf..

and oh! today the worst thing happen today! haix~
can you imagine that a lecturer, a tutor.. give a piece of his mind to his student without futher enquiring and on the very 2nd tutorial class, he kinda like swear to us that we will fail his effing unit! what turf lo~
ok~i was not the one who got this piece of mind but a friend of mine and she is damn pissed off and i think she will As it, cause everytime a tutor says so, she will prove with all her might that she will A it! omg~i must A it too!!

Project 365 Commence Today

LOL~ and so i have decided to do it since i have got one loyalstalkerthat prays day and night and daydreams noon to evening for me to this Project. lol what turf. now it sounds like i want to do 'what' project!swt~

Today was so darn shitty! omg! i left the house at 6.45a.m and i reached college at 10a.m! what turf what turf what turf~~
the roads were so so very jam that we were stuck there for 2 hours there and the LRT was as of the same condition and i was stuck there for around 45minutes before i could reach college.*slapshead* and if this continues on, i think i have to be out of the house by 5a.m just so to avoid the traffic and reach on time! what turf~

and i realized that when ever i start college, the first thing and the most popular thing that i would jot down here is the terrible-ness of our country's transportation and traffic. seriously... WA BEH TA HAN!!!!
but what to do right? since Samy Vellu has already worked and gave this road thing a think too hard that he has lost all his hair and we can't over pushed him till his head grew so big that those multiple side-swiping-style of his wigs can't fit right?! that would be too cruel and un-chio to Malaysia too~

XP~LOL WHAT TURFF~

#1: 10/03/09
ok now is the starting of my very very first Project365 which is something that i am not very sure what to blog about. actually i am not very sure what has this project got that is differ to the normal type of post that we blog about?
is it this project is suppose to be only about MY DAILY ENCOUNTER?

OK WHAT EVER~
PLEASE CORRECT ME IF I AM WRONG

and so i was late to lecture for one wholeblissfulwasteful hour where i prolly can squeeze some tips outta theuselessefficient teacher. and the moment i step in, i realized that i am not the only one who was and utterly late.
*fuu~relieve*
and half way throughdreaminglistening to the lecturing, some big junior hooligans*if they see this, i die*just bust in and interupted medreamingpaying attention. lol what turf~
and it turns out to be that they are promoting Music Class which i know that they are a lot more cheaper than what we usually get outside cause it is sponsoredabitby the college, i think.

i was once and still very very much interested in music and making music. and i remembered the first day of orientation, we are to/encourage to choose one extra curricular to join and me and Vivian, without hesitation, signed up for this Music Class group.
and immediately too, we were required to pay RM5 on the spot. without any information about the group. without a thank you. and it was like makan duit! you know what i mean?! ish~
*that was what i was thinking while they present their slideshows*
and i got so fcuked up that i just took loads of their leaflets and intended to waste em'! i don't bloody care!! fcuktards!

ok fine! i ephic fail at attempts to waste paper too since i only took four.
i Go Green la~what turf xp

The best thing is, they came into our class twice! what turf~ i feel like slapping them kaukau lo~cause i was really really CONCENTRATING WHOLE HEARTEDLY to my Business Organization.

ARRH~YOU AH LONGSS~

AND FINALLY~~
i got my very own copy of note for Fundamentals Of Selling and as i was flipping through the 46 pages, i saw something that made me stop and was trying to figure out what it means!

YOU SEE LA~ WHAT TURF WAS THAT??

It was typed "How do you sell someone and be friends?"
what turf was that??!

and that was to show how 'VERY VERY GOOD' TARC lecturers are at English!
i am so so so proud!!*tears* what turf~=_=

p/s:: is this how Project365 suppose to be?

I-DUNO-WHAT-TO-PUT-HERE

Which ended up that i put something there! lol what turf~ so lame. haix, i can't even make myself crack up today. cause, i finally blew the big result news to dear mummy! and what i get in return is, A BIG FAT 'BAN-FROM-GOING-OUT'! yeay!*sarcasm*

So, now officially and unofficially, for this one whole month, i am not suppose to go out, according to mummy at 11.30 this morning. and her mood got better later in the evening and she asked me out! what turf!

PFFTT!! SO MUCH FOR
'NO OUTING THIS WHOLE MONTH'

I thinks what she meant is outing with friends! lol~but i know her too well, like duh~ she would eventually be all jolly-two-goody after 2 weeks and i will then be able to go out and shop! yeay!

HOPES THE DAY IS NOW!!

Cause!! due to my epicly failed results, i can't go to KameHameHaa~ Haa~ Haaaa~~*too disappointed till tak jadi* *urhuk huk huk~*
haix, i am so sorry la to those that i kinda 'date' so to say to go watch the movie! hope you all, guys and girls have the bestest time there yea! got lengcai must leave some for me yea! lol what turf what turf~*winks ev*

So, i have been very very loyaly following blogs of the owner of people like Sweatli, Xiaxue(she did not update for so long!)... ok that came out totally unrelated to what i wanted to blog about now..
I was thinking, should i or should i not do my own Project365??
i was very skeptical cause i don't live life as wonderful, as exciting, as new-event-everyday, as explorasive as many many bloggers do. but my life-a-day ain't that freaking bad either la~
I bet you will get to see/read Victoria's different style of bitching about different type of people like really a lot! *pst kidding nia~*
Hm~ so please comment and give me your opinion whether should i or should i not. cause if i do and people gets tired reading loads of wordings, then it isn't worth it right?
Although my policy is blog to my own liking~LOL

Ok~it was a rough day for me.
not rough as in i fell down on the floor and there was a total makeover to my face, bloods dripping down aghastly and mum screams her head off and faints at the sight of blood.. and i was rushed to the hospital with the help of neighbours and ended up the doctor doing like 100 stiches to my face and i look horrendous!
*rewind*
Not that kinda rough la~
I finally told my mum about thy results. like after one day. and i kept saying that Streamyx is too shitty cause i cant brace myself just yet to tell her and i finally found my guts lying under my blanketS this morning when i woke up. and i burst the 'good' news to her.

AND HEYYYY~~

i GOT ONE HELLVA 'good' news too~
I get to sticky butt at house with no where to go except for college for one whole month!
*sounds happy hor*
ok~i don't spend extra unnessacary money when i dont go out, so i save right?which means i get to have more money save up and go out when i got my freedom back right?and by that time i would have so much money with me that i can buy things i like without thinking twice right?which means i will be so happy that time that i would forget my shitty result and what i been through right?which means by that time i don't have to pretend that i am happy and nothing has happen like what i am doing to myself now right???!!

RIGHT???????!!!!!
*faints*

Hm~since that's the case, i bloody annoyed my mum today by spending almost 3hours doing my nails.
i design, drew on the nails, let it dry, take a look and realized i hate it.. and i began all over again! and i think i did this around 20 times in mere 3hours and i annoyed my mum kaukau~

HMMPPHH~GROUND ME SOME MORE LA~
I WASTE ALL THE NAIL POLISH
I STINK UP THE HOUSE WITH CUTEX AND THINNER SMELL!

And so, i got tired of it*i got annoyed too* and this is the outcome~

There! my creation according to mood today!
and eh~ who wants me to do their nails can contact me here. this is like a family business, still on hold but it is not wrong that i get my own client first right?
so comment me girls! and guys~if you're interested, cause i am no sexist and i think guys that does nail art is cool!

p/s:: i feel better after crying in bathroom today.
p/p/s:: should i do Project365??

Something Horrendously Unhelpable

Arh! at last Streamyx is Shitmyx no more! which means it will be a shitty day for me today cause i finally can log in to the college's email and i saw my 'wonderful' results! what turf~

Why do we even need to go and study first of all?? Can't god just make us born intelligent, ok, let's don't ask for so much Vox.. then god should at least make GOT INTELIGENCE, MEDIUM INTELLIGENCE & SUPER INTELLIGENT la right? then i would want to be mediumly intelligent! thats not much to ask for right?!
No~ the big question is, why must we learn Mathematics? and who turf create Mathematics? so wu liau lo and you're making your descendants*erhem*like me suffer ok!!
arrrhhh!! what turfff~

I was actually so happy today and now is like dark clouds surrounding my rooms! is it just me or is it going to rain outside??*peeks outside*
Neh~ difinitely me!! T-T what turff~ i hate calculations!

I finally saw the results and it is effing bad lo like seriously!
those that i expected to pass, well, some did pass but some did not and i was back at square one! after the wastage of rm50! arrhh~ what turf~ and they raised the price to rm80/unit this year! what turf lagi la~ why must they raise the price la? those papers made of gold ka?
eh eh eh~ i pay an effing rm50 for just a paper, at least show some compasion while marking the resit papers la u effing old people! you think paying rm50 for one hell paper is fun arh? you think my rm50 drop from thy heavens ka? it is my hard earn freaking money! what turs!

*emo time over*

talked to someone about it and felt abit better. ABIT only la cause he is unexchangeable to become a toothfairy or at least an examfairy, so that i can pass la~
what has been done remains a history right? so i should have the rights to emo but a while nia cause it is kinda my fault to for having a linguistic brain and not a calculating brain!
*back to rummaging old notes*

The Rain Broke My Twinny!

As much as i would love to swear all my heart out here today cause it had been a really hot, boring, tiring, shoe breaking day for me! and not forgetting the early raining of buffaloes and monkeys! nothing went all-alright-okey-dokey-ing today for me! what turff~

Remember me saying that i bought a few new shoes for the past one week and one of the NEW shoe got soaked into the puddle due to the heavy rainstorm... and i really really like that shoe though.

i wear size 7 la and yea i got big feet.

The above were the new shoes that got soaked the other day and i was dumb enough to not check the condition of the shoes after the big storm the other day. cause it never crossed my mind that the glue would worn off so fast! cause today was the third time i am wearing it, and it would be the last time i am wearing it too! xp
i should have be more alert that the shoe has already gotten so loose, and there were something wrong to it, but but but~~ like i said, NEVER CROSSED MY MIND that it has actually BROKE! what turff~ and it was raining too. and i live like 100 miles away from college. and i need to walk pretty far. and the bloody shoes broke!!
THANKX TO my COURSE REP that is willing to lend me her shoes.
or else, i wouldn't be here blogging leh! lol xp

Today has only 2 lecturing and the first one was so boring

that my friend really had the best-test way to protest and will not get caught! she was like that for the past 20 minutes or so. damn chio right! and later, i got tired of listening to the lecturer that tries to hard to sound and make herself sound like she is a walking dictionary, i too resorted to sleeping. not in that pose for sure! and my hands were numb cause i slept on it right through out the rest of the 1 hour or so lecture.

my knn and kns lecturer who blindly reads through out the whole lesson from the notes that she has already given to us without any proper and understandable explanation. she always make lame jokes and laughs herself which shows that she is actually kinda retarded. not only looks but her mind too. and i am pretty happy that i had only need to face her for 7 week instead of 14 weeks.

When i finally woke up cause my hands were too numb to be felt even though i was jamming my heavy head in top of it, i started to do camwhores and i realized that eating is more exciting than what she preaches!

this poking posture of the pen was actually to poke at the lecturer but the guy's head in front of me got in the way, so this is going to shoot right through you and to her! woot~xp

Cherrios! i have got no class tomorrow but am going out to go get my certificate for SPM! arrh~good old memories that i would want to relieve once again~T-T

Showers Of Blessing

Now you don't get that everyday right?? and some of you probably had never ever get a touch of it. and this is not some holy post so chill people and don't get all chipped up about Victoria being all holy molly. xp

College matter first wokey? i forgot what i want to write
I was actually quite anxious to get to know my new 'partners of suffering' and her name is Fundamentals of Selling and also the another 'peep' is named Business Organization. their names sound chio-er than mine right? i bet the sufferings that they give/provide is also better than what i do to people! lol what turff~
to those blur-sters, those are my extra units after my Web Page Design, something that i wanted to learn when i first gave in and chose E-commerce & Marketing. and please 'YEAY' together gether with me cause there is no calculations starting from this semester. and no calculations = no epic flung-ness/fail hopefully
i guess i have to work my ass off for this 7 weeks and get newer and nice ass for myself after that! lol what turf.

Lecture started at 9 a.m today, a more significant and no annoyance timing which i very much prefer. but the lecturer is anyhow, not my lang/cuppa/league, what ever you want to call it cause her Manglish is so god damn good and her English is so god damn pathetic! T-T
this time really have to 'Sek Zhi Gei' lo~ and i am addicted to 'eat thyself' in canton please since Mr. Loh kept repeating it yesterday! LOL xp

this is what i always eat everyday and i am like the Queen of Chee Cheong Funself proclaimtill the leng jie who sells it also know what and how much i take.
but i did not have this today and this was brekkie for me friend today just before the day starts.

It is either i had nothing for breakfast or maybe the teacher's Manglish is to 'Fuah' for me to decipher it, i got sleepy and yawny after the first 1 hour, trying to be all interested in what she is trying to tell us. nevertheless, she did acheive something from me through what she tried, and that is a sleepy me! T-T and she is my tutorial too.. she seemed a bit more relax in tutorials and no 'I-WANT-TO-SING' pose ala with the mike and all~

We got one hour break before meeting my next 'partner' and that is none other than Business Organization. decided to take a stroll to TBR which is nearby thy college to fulfill our hunger for Nasi Lemak. Kita kan orang Malaysia! lol what turf~

and today is yet another freaking hot day and so it make me all together the more hawt! ROFLMAO~*erhem*
and we gushed down our lunch with this nice and refreshing but i-don't-know-what-you-call-this-in-English water.

Business Organization was conducted by an Indian lecturer and call me racist or what ever cause the first time i realized that and i went 'Arrggh~ is Indian teacher arh?!yerr~'
ok~memang racist but you can slap me now cause she is so darn good! totally oppo of the previous lecturer. we were all at ears to listen to what she wants to say and i am totally digging intoherlessons. but she walked out on us after like 30 minutes cause shethinks we are noisygot a meeting.@@ on the first week. and we only got 7 weeks! what turf!

am looking forward to tomorrow.
got assignments already! *yeay and cries*

And so it was all sunny and farking hot in da morning and it rained like monkeys and buffaloes when it was early evening, the time that we go back! what turf! and my friend solely walked to her car and fetch us where we stand in comfort and dry-ness. ok~except when i stupidly and ignorantly stepped into the ankle-length puddle and splash my brand new shoes! what turf!
I was dropped off to the nearest station, nice and dainty, a bit wet and thats for sure but not drenched and am contented. and i met the stupidest people today when i remember about subways, and that will be the next post.
When i reached the last station before changing lanes for Monorel to Times Square, the rain was accompanied by dinosaurous thunderstorm!! T-T and it was so dark, the sky and i nearly tripped, face-flat! swt!

and my umbrella can't withstand thunderstormrous rain and so i have to wait by the side and to be only able to gaze to the Monorel and can't do a thing except for getting all drenched and it was so cold!

arrh~ in a nutshell, i have actually no idea how to describe the bad experience i had today being under the small confined waiting area, ass-bumping with all those Bangladeshis, having thunders thundering so near that my heart nearly stopped beating, the cold-ness equals of a fridge, the freaking dirty-ness of overflowing water due to bad piping, my wet wet wet drenchedly drenched NEW SHOE and oh, did i mention that it was NEW! T-T
and so i can't 'what turf' the weather cause this is god's creation and timing for it to rain. this might be a frightening freakyly disastrous experience to me but nations on the other side might need this freaking big storm for survival, and they called it a blessing but i shall named it 'Public Shower Day' for me.

urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
OHMYFCUKINGALWAYSKEEPLAUGHINGMYASSOFFBROTHER!!!!
I WANTTTT!!!!!

HUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUG!!
SO CUTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
ARRHHHGGG!!!
FIRST TIME SEEING 'IT' BEING SUCH A CUTE 'IT' AND I HAVE NEVER SEEN SUCH A CUTE 'IT' AND I BELIEVE I WOULD NEVER EVER FRIGGING EVER CAME ACROSS SUCH A CUTE 'IT' ANYMORE!!!

HOW DID IT AND WHEN DID IT AND WHY DID IT WHAT HAS IT HAPPEN AND BECOME OFF!!
FUAHH!! WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME!!!??
I PROMISED THAT I WOULDN'T WANT 'IT'
BUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUTBUT~~~

I HEART 'IT'!!!
ftw~

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I KNOW I DON'T STAND A CHANCE TO GET 'IT'.
T~T

emo already. work is ok. bye people.

I Have To Let That Go

aww.. it's going to be a rainy day again today!! what turffff~pffttt.. yet another jogging day ruined, all my efforts that i managed to keep all washed down the drain due to rainy season. oh but then again, guessed that God asked me no need to exercise la!! lol xp what turf la~*slaps self*

what day is it again for today?? i forgot all about the world around me except for the internet-ing and sms-ing.. i think this week is the second week of my one month++ holiday. yea~ got++ because i also don't exactly how long is my holiday. but the one month is for sure la~
and i woke up quite late, later than usual. i woke up at 9 today.
and i missed a phone call! darn it! not just any phone call but a job opportunity call! what turf what turf what turf...
but not to worry, luckily my hp still got credit so i phoned them back and kept avoiding my sleepy sound to try to sound like i am actually a very very early bird and i work hard and not lazy. lolx~

the call was actually from a church member that works in a traveling agency company. her company does jobs like finding tourist and a tour guide for them and they also handle the place for the tourist to go. not only they handle within Malaysia, but Asia. so if you're a tour guide with them, you can very very have the possibility to guide Malaysians to tour Japan! wee.. of course you need to learn their language before hand and you have to go take test and passed it and have certificate of Tour Guide.
but.. they job offered to me was a clerical thing la, cause obviously i have not taken the tour guide test but am going too.. so cheerios for me! imma now waiting for my friend to finish up her course then i will take it with her.
and am nervous about it. cause i have TOTALLY NO IDEA how the test is going to be!! prolly they are going to ask super duper dupery loads of questions about countries around the world.! @@ i failed Geo!! lol what turf~

okok~so i was offered this clerical job for this traveling agency. and their office is situated at Ampang. @@ A.M.P.A.N.G! and i am at C.H.E.R.A.S. okok~am not going to exagarate, it is actually near la nearer than me going to college like half journey buttt... taking public transport would be very troublesome. have to take taxi samo!! what turf! hell no am i going into any stranger's car and have to pay them some more~ wakau~
and the pay was quite good, and the aunty has been very very kind enough to accept me for one month but she say if i am ok with it after the one month and i had the time i could continue as part timer! seeeeee~~ what a good job opportunity right??? in this midst of world crisis! and i had to PAINFULLY DECLINE it. please slap me!! emo.emo.emo.emo.emo...

just because i have no car and i don't know how to go there!!!! *hits head on wall*

okok~~i emo already~
kudos people!!

p/s:i love traveling and guiding tour was and had been one of the dream job that i want to fulfill and do.
p/p/s: i just had too many dream job and all has story behind it. prolly going to blog about that in the next post!^^

My Turn To Do This Time!

i am not sure whether is it this time of the year that everyone pms-es or is it just me but on every blog that i read has ramblings and rantings. i actually had a lot to ramble and rant and i can do that like uber bitchly but hell no*control chio*! now this is where i will start my ramblings and rantings and if you don't want to hear anything/see your name here, i suggest that you click the X on the top right hand above. chiow and bye!

now for those that are still here and wants to see how Victoria bitches everything out will have a small gift below. yea~reading my rantings and beholding them would eventually get gift. nope, not angpau give away. i don't copy what people do. am not a doggie and so i don't need any owner and i do what a preach so fark off and know me before talk bad about me. don't think that you are so dang good!
*ramblings begun*

first off all, i would like to dedicate this piece of shits to a friend of mine that i finally can't stand what is she doing to me and like to the rest of the world! what turf la but i have suddenly this urge to post her fucking bitchy face her!*tahan victoria*
but not going to do it la since she has fcuking face so i don't want you all to puke.
why is it that everytime YOU wanted an outing, a gathering, YOU will push all the planings to me? why?? do i look like a maid to YOU! what turf weh! bloody hell!
if YOU so want the outing to be as happening as i am, don't say no because that is all the reason you wanted me to do it right?! and i heard YOU said and polished my shoes with it before so no denials! if you are not happening and YOU don't know how to plan stuffs, then just sit at home quietly and wait for people to invite you for outings la... and if people don't then don't start bitching around why people don't call YOU out. if YOU still want to know, YOU're fcuking ugly and thats why! what turf!
now the guy came and say why i spoil sport! damn! what turf lo YOU bitch! YOU bloody lazy to organized then now blame me. and who the heck say i want to go sing k? who the heck say i want to go to Pudu? who the heck say i want to go for movies la?? what turf! don't simply put words into my mouth weh! i put 'carrots' and 'cucumbers' into your mouth for you to 'munch' then you know!
*space and breathe Victoria*
heck, the point is, I am not going and no one is going to make me do it! sent me Prince Charles to beg on his knees also i will kick him away! what turf! spoil my mood for the day!

i just don't get it! why is there so many girls acting so damn not chio leh? bitchy to put it into English. and why must all of them be someone that i know? why??? i am not that bitchy also what!? why la god?!
and i cant stand one of the girl in my church lur~ damn annoying!
he doesn't want to have a beef of you and you already know it so back off la sayang! why is it that i have to be your scapegoat? not really scapegoat la, id' rather put it as messenger.
what turf!
and i don't know your admirer so well so what do you always assume that i am talking with him/chatting with him and messaging with him! and i am not doing any of those sorts! and how the hell i know whether what time he goes online and all??! stop asking already weh! i damn annoyed and nausea whenever i see your message at my phone weh!
do you know that everytime i sees your message, i am so ever tempted to throw/just buried my beautiful phone to the ground! and i cant possibly do that right because i would absolutely asked you for a new one and burn a hole in your pocket! so back off bitch! i have got nothing to do with him and your bloody annoying-ness is the main thing that drives him away.

and by the way! the issue of when i started having bf, how many bfs i had and whether i am still having a boo now is really a nanya ok! who is you to ask weh? so what i have bf now? so what i have 2-5 bf now? if so, you'd think i give one to you?!? heck, give also not to you la deary!*slaps you* Please wake up! and being a girl, dont so pathetic la ok~

and this is to those that has my msn.
whenever you see me put busy, please, if nothing important or you had a itchy rat ass, don't come and scratch it at my msn ok! scratch it some where else! and you know what i hate most, like uberly fuckingly hate*i have to curse now*is that you nudge me! damn fcuky weh! don't nudge can or not?! you will not only make my line lag, although it has been lagging before this and you made it lag-ger, you also bloody make my ears pain weh! and the whole house will hear you stupid nudging! and then mum will start to ask who is that and all those shits! so stop nudging me! i hate it and i WILL DEFINITELY BLOCK you, and oh~ i just did! so what turf! i dont give a bloody itchy rat ass scratch here, i just don't provide that kinda service here. i provide 'legal' service!

please be a bit more smart and there is nothing wrong in being a smarty pants. whenever you msn me or you nudge more than once and i still dont reply you, get into the fucking hard skull now, i MEANT to do that and i MEANT to ignore you! so don't go nudge your bloody way into my cbox! i just hate that so much that i can write a freaking essay about this. damn friggin annoying isn't enough to gather everything into it. and please don't be rude to me! il bitch slap those that does that to me. if i ignore your lame jokes once and that means it is enough. and if you still don't get it and still goes on with it, you're so dead!!! swangzhi shibaru!!
see la, my korean also blargh out already! shit la all this people today!
thankx you all for making my day!! swangzhi ss~

*arrgghhh~feels more relieve*

and now here is the gift! wakau! and it is candid pictures of me. took them after being so mad at peoples today and like i said, is candid so you all are ALLOWED to comment bad things about it and il be so ever sporting to see bad comments.

#1st candid (grayscaled)


#2nd candid (damn angry lo)


#candid 3


#candid 4


# candid 5(if i were a boy)

please enjoy the ramblings and pretend that you know what i was saying ok cause i know only being me will you understand. and for those that terasa, remember this 'siapa makan cili, diala yang terasa pedas' *BM As*
and please write bad about my candid but i quite like candid 3 leh, like so cute! what turf! self proclaim. ngeehehe~
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i had actually promised myself to study harder next semester and that was what i said and promised the sem before and also the sem before but did not work out. but il make sure this time does because, i wanted to study away from KL and Malaysia so so very much but just don't have the moola and the path to start with.
and i learned what is internship from Benjicajess.
and so i have to scrap and path my own road and that is to put my ass to the hardcore life of 'sandpaper'(college, studies). just exactly like what Jess is doing.
anyway, gambateh Jessie deary and good lucks!

p/s: if i had offend anyone tru my ramblings and rantings, heckk! you'd think i'd say sorry?! think again!
p/p/s: can i have a dog mummy?!!!pretty please