I am blogging under the influence of bestie's pressure to challenge me to blog during nomming hours cause we are like currently working together at Menara DHL and someone promised that they will eat with me weh! So am I still the Queen like how I was treated when I am done with exam and rushed down to KL to nom with em!? I want Ikan Bakar wtf
Oh Amelia bestie terpress some shit and totally terturn-ed off her computer and she just said "Fuck 5 minutes more! Shit"
Yup, 5 minutes more before I resume to my job. "Hello, Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening, I am Victoria from IDC, Can I speak to your IT manager?" =)
Have you ever feel so discourage with the aura that your surroundings portrait to you? When everyone and everything seemed to die/drifted off the track that they scraped for all this years to achieve something but something went wrong and they give up... Then in such a process, people tend to want to drag you along the path for fear of being a alone-loser. Aren't you just tempted to throw everything aside and jump on a ship and go cruise your life away, leaving everything behind and go as your heart says?
I am at such a stage. People drifting away from actual plan and new plan pops up, much nicer and exciting ones. The catch is, 50% successful, 50% will eventually go to waste.
Yes, I am emo-ing and stress-ing a lot this few days.
There is this one thing that I realized today, that people are actually faceless. Not as in you're born retard or God forgets to give you a face, more like an element that people choose to change in accordance to the environment. People tend to go with the flow and seldom triumphs greatly over another. Even if there were, it's slight unnoticeable wons, mere lucks and as bad as it can be, undefined possibility of ways to get through.
I used to think that, as long as you give each other time, time REALLY do changes everything. I doubt that statement now cause if it were to be any truth in the old sayings, well, "Time", you're changing things way too slow and I can't seem to notice ANY changes nor slight brief hard work on changing. You may think "Hey, I had known her long enough to know that she doesn't eat cheese!", but you and her are in the midst of cheese eater and you and her will definitely be left out cause you don't consume cheese. And as you end the statement and turn around, its no longer a statement cause "Hey! She just nom a cheese!".
Cliche much? Time changes things slowly cause people choose to not change, on the other hand, the can choose to change in a jiffy. People are still categorized as one of the most hard to fathom mammals that has ever live on planet Earth.
People that bump into me everywhere, be it on the streets to KL Sentral, people that stuffed that arse into a well filled train or people that are closed by my side...They are all "faceless" to me. Hard to fathom yet easily to be changed. You cant say a statement out loud for fear that it would not be a statement anymore the next minute. You can't really trust anyone without thinking twice or unless you're in real deep shit and there is no one there but her.
This is not an emo post and it directly and indirectly hits to my readers, so if you felt any "ouch it's me", I guess it's time to change(?) and be truthful to yourself(most importantly)and you friends aound. This is random shits but I guess this is how the world revolves around now huh? Got to be a camelion to fit accordingly. What happened to egoism? What ever happened to self confidence? What happened to trust, love and care? All washed down the drain I believe so.
So are you one of the faceless people?
Or are you one of the people that does not want to be faceless but no courage to do so?
Undeniably, Youtube is one phenomenon that is inseparable from our daily lives. New movie out, ew youtube for trailers. New song out, we youtube for movie video. When we're bored, we youtube for youtubers that makes funny shiats videos for a living. When people are horny,*rewind* they go for Xtube wtf Hahaha.. *applause for my gay lecturer*
Youtube-ing was what I did the whole day today, despite that I had shitloads of assignments to do, notes to study, papers to re-sit and OH, new books to read. I went to the book fair WHEE but that's another post cause I am having this really awesome mojo to blog about Youtube, yea me weird whatevf*winks*
Okay, It wasn't really the whole day cause that made me sound like I am super lifeless. I am not. i went to church *cricket sound* Anyways, after a whole afternoon of youtube-ing and exchanging what seemed amusing and worth exchanging videos with a bestie of mine.... I realized that I youtube loads of Korean songs, Japanese songs, KevJumba, NigaHiga, Shane Dawson, Peter Chao(for a dose of my awesome foul language wtf). I used and still am stalking this few guys, OMG ALL GUYS KAN WTF! No pun intended kay~
KevJumba's Videos are really awesome as he does it for charity raising, and his new video is a tad bit different from what he usually does. And it's mad funny la..
This particular video made me realized that there aren't any good songs anymore this days and how unattentive we were to not notice! Okay.. ME not noticing it, all I ever wanna do every time I hear those songs are to club fml.
Shane Dawson has this parody of Degrassi Part 1 and Part 2, I have no idea what Degrassi is but wild guessing, its something like Lizzie Mcguire. Differences are Lizzie's shows are more kiddo and Degrassi are more er sexual(?).
Part 1
Part 2
Western schools are freaking awesome LOL. No Facebook and Twitter in Malaysia, double the awesomeness wheeee LOVE Malaysia max(not).
Shall not post Peter Chao cause I don't want you all to be as awesome as him or me in our foul education wtf. And you know what(!), I lost my blogging mojo! I wanted to post a few videos that I like and I thought I wanna rant things out cause this few days at home with the muthaf-ing hot weather, I am not so right in mind and I feel easily irritated. I totally need college, friends, boyfy, and a better weather! RAWR! And a swim UNDER a CLOSED pool kthxbye!
Wooohh ohhh must post this! I had been listening to this for days now and in church as well, oh while I pangsai as well wtf.
Almost Alice - Avril Lavigne(!!!)
Major love the starting and her hair and the rabbit GOT RED EYES!
Did you all know that there is Lollipop all male version! Big Bang for grab! Wheee.. TOP ftw, wheeee cute max
Lollipop (PART 2)
I read a comment, and a guy went all spazz out for TOP (!!)
Is a bore! LOL Such a spoiler entry wtf but that is the truth, and nothing but the truth. =)
I am actually longing to click the "New Post" tab to come to this white blank box where I can type what ever crap shit I want, acts like an inspiring writer, jotting down what is running through her mind. And all that came to my mind, somehow or rather, got blocked by the grey matter and only one thought came into mind.
Why did I start blogging?
I used to blog for myself, like an online diary where my mum would not be able to secretly rummage through my things, to find out I jot down whom I fought with, whom I had feelings and felt for, the things that I had done against her will etc. She wont find this out if I don't accidentally left my blog unattended lol, hey, I am 20, I deserve own privacy okay LOL.
As I was saying, i used to blog for myself, but nowadays I would have to think twice what I wanna blog about before logging in. This, lil space here, has become a lil too overexposed to the world, a lil too commercialized and had become a lil so-not-me thing. Which I hate. I want this lil space here to be all about me and the things I choose to be part of me, and not to think ten times whether should I blog about "A" or no and being scare that someone would read some entry and feel dulan and then leave their dumbfuck comments here.
So I am thinking of making my blog go private. Not that I got 1273557 readers perday but yea, private it away towards certain people.
If either you all read this boring post, leave a comment okay. Thanks much.
Though people say that I am a real nuts not learning how to drive and not owning a car but goes to the other side of the world just TO ATTEND SCHOOL, I have to admit, I am nuts BUT this place where I go to ATTEND SCHOOL has the most places to noms for very reasonable prices, awesome taste and most importantly I do not need to pay for food services that I find it very unsatisfying and taxes that is non of my business(at least for now).
We went to Little Eastern today right after my classes with Jackie and Amelia. I had no idea what are served there but the little small cottage-look-alike restaurant that resides behind this filthy looking alley, has the warmest and most inviting "I am here" sign... But I don't get why does it looked country-homey on the outside but decos inside are of horoscopes?! Mix match concept perhaps?wtf.
Since I was feeling a little kiam, I ordered food through their offered set lunch. I chose Oriental Spaghetti over Spaghetti Bolognaise and a cooling Ice Lemon Tea to wash it down =)
Oriental Spaghetti.
I did not know what or how was this made so I asked,
Me: What is Oriental? What kinda sauce is that?
Waitress: *stoned face* Huh?
Me: (in my heart)*Are you dumb?* How you cook this? Got sauce?
Waitress: *blur face* No.
Me: *chooses that* (in my heart)*WTF!!!*
And oh, that happened when bestie asked her the almost same question as mine. Picky eater we are but I DO NEED to know what I am gonna get, right??
Our drinks. No, we don't drink that Ketchup, itu tumpang glamour saja wtf LOL.
And to end my boring life, I shall spam our pictures that we are rajinly collecting since its LAST SEMESTER fol!! Its gonna be HELLO EVIL LIL WORLD soon!! Catastrophe!!
I look unflattering from this angle but never mind, I like muka bodoh wtf. Please concentrate on my bow tee, ME LOVES!
The three most camwhore shits in class! LOL
People getting into groups to discuss aboutoutingsstudies, and we are here doing our thang wtf =D
And I tahan-ed this pose for so long cause we got another person to help us get this shot, TEEHEE, so you all must say nice wtf HAHAHAHA....
I guessed that I had abandon my blog for way too long cause it does not remembers me anymore and I have to re-key in my email and password wtf.
Yeap, one week of new semester had started and ended just like that. Three classes perweek, average of 6 hours of classes perday does not do my lazy bones any good cause I think I had just grown a few more lazier ones. Oh.. my classes had turned into a two days class perweek with average 8 hours perday,fml. Then what am I gonna do with the remaining days? It will be like 2 weekdays and 5 weekends wtf. Therefore, Victoria is in a mission to find a partime job. I want jobs that does not require me to stand all day, has a good pay, has aircon blowing down my neck 24/7, a 9 - 6 job and I do not want to work on weekends. Please hire me now LOL.
College does not do me good! See my eyebags! Rawrr, and the weather's a bitch!
My bestie and her chio red hair! =))
Nevertheless, great friends help me unstress and made me LMAO all the time.
On a second thought, I don't wanna show the picture that made me LMAO cause it's a bit offensive LOL.
Besides college, I get to spend loads of time with him! Major loves! Do it while I still have the time right?? *winks* I always forgot to bising for pictures with him!!
SAMUEL CHEW, IF YOU READ THIS, WHICH I THINK YOU WOULD, CAMWHORE WITH ME TILL I SAY ENOUGH WHENEVER I MEET UP WITH YOU! RAWWRR...
It's still sweet memories IMO though they are camwhore ones TEEHEE.
