My Fav Spot!!

Star bucking again!!Lolz~My all time favorite spot!!Lolz!
Today was yet a great day because we kind of had an outing among us(DEM5)and the main purpose was to actually celebrate August Babies and they are Yap Kee(my class rep),Boon Kin and Tze Kai(my classmates).Although it did not turn out nicely as plan but nevertheless we had a great time hanging out together and in a way i got to know my friends better in person and also about how they usually think about someone or ME!!Lolz~Luckily no bad thoughts about me from them la~Lolz!Because i am a good girl ma!!Lolz!!
Man~aren't those Arabs filthy rich!!They really treat notebooks like books and all of them are using either Vaio or Apple*all branded and duper expensive!!*Lucky them lur~Never know that this always underneath people have and act the same way like all does because all of them seem like so holy holy and goody goody and will not act like Gilas!Wrong perceptions la~Lolz!!But the weird thing is that they don't even show their face's skin and yet they put heavy makeups and even chilli red lipstick!!Lolz!I saw la because they are sitting here and they obviously took off their folds lur!!Lolz!And they are such rare beauty too!!Hm~And one of my friend said just now that the males uses their smelling sense to recognize their partner because we were discussing"I wander how do they know who is who and what happen if they accidently grab the wrong person and thought is their wife??"Then my friend said that they have to recognize how and what their partners smell!!Lolz!!!I don't know whether he is plain joking or not la~But he say that he asked around before!!Lolz!Funny la!!
*to be continue...*

What A Big Failure I Am!!

I failed my Business Statistic coursework!!I did not really expect good passing marks but neither did the expectation of failure came in mind!It was really like a real slap to my face when i got my paper and was utterly shock to see the results and i shall not named my result orelse someone might faint while reading my this part of the post!!Lolz~~
All i can disclose of DEM5's amazing embarrassment is that almost 50% failed that unit and i can really see the devastated look on my lecturer's face and that he have no other choice but to give us a second chance to pass our unit so that he would not have to see us again(practically the whole class)and jammed up his class full of repeat students!!Lolz~And yea,i can't accept failures and defeat!Call me cocky,call me Miss Perfect,in fact call me anything you want but still i can't accept defeat!!But i ain't any smarty pants also!Haiz~Guess that i have to work double the extra hard for my next semester and please la~No More Failure!!I really can't take second time failure!!Urggh~
On the brighter side(sounds like CNN pulak),Pui San came back for her holidays and we had confirmed that we are all going to gather this Saturday at Times Square(Malaysia no place else to go wan lo) to celebrate her birthday and also as a gathering~Hm~Long time did not see them so am really looking forward to it la~=)But i doubt that all close wans will be there la cause everyone has their own agendas and all since National Service ended and all and there are college,form6,A-levels and other serious shit to settle in.Hm~Nevertheless,am still looking forward to it!!Lolz~It is going to be great!!Yeah!!
Going to buy a big teddy prezzie for her tommorow,the burfday gal!!Hope she loves it and would bring it back to Malacca to hug it when she feels lonely and she can also be reminded of us too!!What a wise prezzie!!Lol~!Lame-ness!And i can meet up with my sifu of changing language and that is none other than,John!!Lolz~Will always remember and use words like POWERFULL,TURTLELIST and also GENGNESS!!Hope to have a fun-licious weekend this week thou i need to use money again!!T.T Lolz~

Hawt-ness~and just 'bout anything

I meant the weather of course la~
For the past few days,it did rain but the rain did not actually fulfill it's destiny and that is to cool down the earth's temperature and it actually gets hotter by the day and i really am too hawt!!Lolz!
Was sweating like nobody's business today and had to result in washing my face that is full of sweat with cold refreshing tap water which has very strong chlorine smell~Hm~But it was undeniably refreshing and i hope that will not be white spots on my face after that!!Sob~~
Was an ultimate blur-er today for the accounting class and we were at the part where our final exam will look like and i actually understand it when i copy but i don't think that i am able to do it on my own!NO~I am so going to re-sit this time!And it is an embarrassment!
Many of my friends that i shall unnamed are really really sad when their another half are not by their side physically and some are even worlds apart!!And some are also afraid that this kind of far relationship will never ever work out and at last they take the easy way of shorter suffering and called it off.To me,that was not necessary because i always believe that if both souls are meant for each other,no matter where they are,what they are doing,at the end of the long run,they will still be together and live happily together!Lolz~All that is needed is just that very small,important and genuine yet priceless thing that we called FAITH!!
Faith isn't just something that we can pluck off a tree or buy it from some hyper mart to own it.Faith comes around naturally and it only happens when one really are in love with the other.Without faith,there would never be the new beginning of life because how are we able to accept a stranger that we don't believe to come to live with us??That wouldn't be right in mind right??*chuckles*
To other topic~Lolz~
we walk passes the basketball court and volleyball court today to car pool.And my heart really yearns to go there and to play the sports that i have always love!!And to the thought of that,i am unable to participate actively in sports because i am not living near that area and it would be very troublesome for me to stay back just to play sports and so~I don't know what to do!!Haiz~
By the way,whatz with the connection today??!!*hmmppf!!*

Mixture of Feelings of Everything.

Earlier on this day,i realize that each and everyone of us have very very different thinking even though both parties are closely related,as close as in mother and daughter,sister and brother, the bottom line is our own flesh and blood la~*chuckle*
I began to have this thoughts running in my head in searching for answers that i myself does not know where to get,question like:
- Is it necessary to talk bad about people??

-Is it really that bad of that some one that
u need to talk behind their back?Where are all the
"I will tell straight in the face" quotes??
-Why do people have a lot of faces when our
Father in Heaven has only given us a face created of His own image?
The "what" and "whys" is all that is in my mind for this past few days...Hm~Shoo~Go away and don't messed up my mind even more!!
On the other hand,can you tell me that what does it means when someone says
"I love you both unconditionally and there is no differ in who i love more and who i love less"
But at the same time you feel that and it is kind of obvious that the someone does not practice what he/she preach.And then thoughts like this will start to encircle in your mind and brain:
-What is wrong with me that he/she need to
treat me in such a way??
-What have i done that i don't get that equal
amount of love that i should get??
-What should i do one day when i finally have
the chance to get my revenge on my opponent that took my share??
Hm~at the end of the day,when that feel disappear and that someone actually showed some kindness to me and pay a bit more attention to me then i would eventually forget about my so called REVENGE!!I am so not a get even type of person unless it is really some big case that makes me remember you for the rest of my life la,because when a new day starts,i will eventually forget what actually happened yesterday and live life to the fullest again till someone comes along and destroys my day la~~Hm~
There are people who enjoys on other's suffering!!Only God knows why they act such a way and it is weird right??How can you be happy when others are in pain??Isn't that not right in mind??

Today i had great strength in which i do not know where did it came from but i finish up my BITA tutorial papers,my ME tutorial papers and i revise on my BS and also the never touch HE paper!!
Tomorrow is going to be a boring yet exciting day!Lolz~
Boring because got ACC and BITA class and it is exciting because i have a bunch of wacko yet heart warming friends to accompany me!^^
By the way,To Justine,Congratz that you have evntually took another step of faith by taking the water batismp and i hope that you will grow as a strong lady/women and shine for God always with your positive aura that you emit when you talk with just about anyone!!Love ya!!*muackz*

Smallies

*am in the Beijing Olympic Fever,so no post yet~La la la la~Beijing~Yeah!!Signing off to stick to tv again*

Beijing Olympic Fever!^^

And yet today is the most special day ever that will only come once in our whole entire life and that is the most ospicious day that the chinese believed and it is none other than the triple 8(08/o8/o8)! Ain't that a nice number and i can't wait for 09/09/09!!Lolz~^^I myself prefer the number 9 so i hope next year on the 09/09/09,there would be something special to come and i hope i can be with someone special to make it an unforgettable memory,a life time memoery actually! Anyway,YEAH!!Beijing Olympic is here again after 4 years of preparing for this big event,and they are really good at the "Opening".It was spectacular!The formations were superb,the tradisional clothings,the songs *the duet was sweet and meaningful*and i was really wishing hard that i was there to experience it myself!*sob sob*^^And i even make a dumb promise to myself that i will be there for the next Beijing Olympic and that is when i am 22 years old.I will have the money by then and i would be pretty free by then(i hope^^)and i would want to be there with some one special and not to be there alone,at least with a good peep la~I really can't wait for the olympic to start and i will definitely stick to the television and i will catch it online if i do missed it or when i am not at home!Lolz~
And they are really efficient too!!They have already had the pictures at their own webpages while the opening is still running!!Hm~
The bird nest stadium




The Opening

There are actual people running around this ball and this is where they sang"WE ARE FAMILY"on that glowing ball!It was so touching!!*sob sob*




This is the countries that are being announced and there are actually 204 continents that joins this Beijing Olympic!!Hm~and i can feel the heat!!Lolz~


This actually looks weird but it is actually humans sitting there with clothings like Koreans!Lolz~


Their football stadium!Woah!Shame on you Malaysia


Lolz~so shamefull if compare to Beijing's*i simply put it smaller*Cheekyness=p


Beijing's friendlies/a.k.a Mascots!!

Named Bei Bei,Jin Jin,Huan Huan,Ying Ying and Ni Ni*from the left*
*note*"Bei Jing Huan Yin Ni"
"Beijing Welcomes You"
that is what this mascots stands for and it is actually from the 5 element of the earth!!
That is just about it i think and actually they have more spectacular pictures that they might not have upload(i think)and i would post about this Olympic through this season(i think =p)
Hm~It would be really nice if Malaysia are able to have humans in neon clothings with light bulbs built on it and it will emit light and turns out different pictures as those people run around crazily and formed a swallow!!Lolz~and they make it like a flying one too!How awesome!!

Here i am now sitting at Starbucks wasting my time onlining here and refusing to go back early on the reason that i actually waste my precious 2 hours taking bus and all!But actually that IS the truth!!Lolz~
It has been a long time since i have taken my lappie out and to Starbucks or Mac Donald to go wireless!And i really missed the feeling of being left alone yet surrounded by the world and this is where i can get more of the world without others buzzing around and telling me what or where to go or do.I like or would rather say love being alone but yet i am afraid of being left alone!!Do you get what i meant??Lolz~Well,that is then for me to know and for you to find out!!*a quote from silly meanie* Lolz~
Here in front of me there is this couple,a blondie and an indian, sitting in a 2 person table in formal dressing and they apparently are discussing about there job but at times they seem to be shovering each other with affections of love by tantalising each other with their eyes!!Lolz~I,here,seriously wonder what will their baby look like when they do get together and get married?Hm~Usually mixtures are diamonds but i think that is an exception for this couple!!Lolz!!Because the blondie aren't hot and you all should know how indians look like right??!!Lol~And this reminds me back to the CF meet that shows us a video which says that:"Cheapskates indian!!"Lolz~~That is so mean of me!!
And on the other table,there this guy which is like showing off his rm 2000++(i think)Dopod phone to me because he really is helding it a bit to high up then the normal position for him to poke at it,whatever he is doing with that valuable yet sleek precious phone!!Lolz~But that phone kind off don't suit him because that sleek phone seems like it is design for ladies and not big bulk guy like him!But he is quite cute though!!*cheek-ness*Lolz~
Oh!!Did i include that going wireless in Starbucks had become from great to worse!!Hish~The line here can't be kept put and constantly "Wireless connection unavailable" and "Timezone,very excellent.".Crap la excelent!!And there are really busy till no time to attend to me and no one came up to check whether anyone is sitting here for free and i am sitting here for free because i did not order anything from them!!Lolz~Oh well,my lucky day i guess!!Ha ha ha ha~
The rain has stopped now.Thus no more high heel ladies running like chickens for cover under the heavy rain!Lolz~~It is good to rain heavily sometimes because it was really really hot for the past few days and are for fear of drought~Hm~And more and more people are getting sick(including me)and the clinics must be making big bucks now!!Lolz~i seriously wonder~how do they survive when there is no one sick and there would be no patients!!And those medicine doesn't come cheap you know and if it is not consume/sell to the customer before the expiry date,they have to bear their own losses and there have to makan diri,if you know what i meant!Lolz~
I am now obviously craping of what that comes to my mind and of what that is happening in the world around me!Ha ha~But actually i missed the company of my true friends and yeah!!,Pui San in going to be back this Friday and yeah!!,my mum has agree to let me out to celebrate her birthday despite of my up coming final exams!!Thanks mum!!So i can meet up with my NS friends no longer than 2 more weeks!!Yeah!!Asyik~~!!At last i can get a break and rest my stiff shoulders that i have manage to acheive since i started college and nothing more that i have gather!!Haiz~Yes~that is sad to know but that is the truth and like i have always say,we had more fun and laughters than hardcore studying in TAR college!Hm~It is kind of like wasting my mother's hard earn money*yea,i am regreting it now*and am making myself to study whenever i can and could.Hm~by God's grace,i can cope up with all those that i have left behind and make it well in my finals because i do not want to repeat and that would be so embarrasing if i do!!Urggghh~NO!!NEVER!!Not for me though~So i will do whatever i could to acheive my goals!!