today was Quantative Studies. and as i had spent most of my time baking cookies yesterday, *wait~ do we say bake cookies? that just do not sound right!* i had very limited time to cover my 5 topic of QS. and so i had burned the midnight oil and as well as the morning oil too because i slept at 3 a.m.. and to be called to wake up at 6 a.m. you think that me having 3 hours sleep wow you all, how about a friend of mine that practically does not sleep when it comes to finals and if she thinks that she can't get the thing clear in her mind 100% *or 101%, i might add* , she would not give up and would sacrifice her sleep eventually. and can still be so fresh the next morning.
i had 3 hour this morning and when i was continuing my last minute revision at Mac D, i can literally feel that my brain is going to burst due to the overload data that i enter~ so much data in such a short time and all are calculations~ FYI, calculations is my worst nightmare, worst enemy~
till the last minutes of the very very last minute study, i was actually feeling nausea and dizzy *i did not eat dinner the night before and i had not had my breakfast* , i was practically almost to talking to myself and trying to calm myself down, or else i would go blank again and history would once again repeat it's story! urrggh~
i was so zombie-fied when it is time for the paper and i was the more scare while walking our way to the venue and damn~!!! some one must come and say something stupid and farkingly irritating! i do not bloody care la that either you had stand there for half an hour or an hour or two hour or the whole farking day, if i do not wish to see you then i would still pretend not seeing you even if i saw you! *only me would understand this ramblings*
as i sat in the room, gosh~ i feel like the whole world is looking at me to do well *at least pass* in my QS paper. literally saying~ actually is me, myself giving to mucha pressure to meself! what turf! trying being in my shoes and you will understand how i feel this afternoon~ huhu~ although i am glad that it has over now but still i would very much choose to revert the time to this morning's revision time, and retook the paper all over again!! BECAUSEeee i know i can do so much better than that! than what i had handed in!
and it is all bloody because they gave us only 2 hours to complete 4 farkingly hard and indirect questions, and and and~ i have to do a lot of long, related, according to the formula workings! and by the time i do it all *eventhough i know it like the back of my hands* i still do not have enough time to do every thing and every question nicely. as in completely! what turf! and i am so used to 2hour 15 minutes for Mathematics during secondary school! eh~ extra 5 minutes also make a very very very big difference eh!
there is this question that i *bloody hell* still can't get it out of my mind now because i was in the midst *last 5minutes* of reading the question, and when i was just about to pen it down *f@###**%KK* they call it an end! what turffff~~~
i cant really say that i did my bestest and i actually don't deserve to pray to God and hope that he touch the examiner's heart, but still i would pretty much very very want to do that and if i would to get a pass, i would scream to the whole world about it, dance around town, screamed it all out when i go karaoke and praising God that he bless me with a passing marks. *i would praise God but i won't do the rest*
on the other hand, someone was caught by me and he fetch me home today.
he fetch = i save money.
he fetch = he got company to talk to after Pandan Indah.
both of us also benefits from this ok~ lolx~ this is what we call mutualism * is mutualism right? my science sucks already*
and he did something *if i tak perasan la* that i am so touch and i did not know that he had such a character.
anyone wants to know~ ask me personally~
my friend is a guy and still is single and so i am selling him now *not that i owned him* and conclusion is, HE IS A FARKINGLY GOOD AND HARD TO FIND GUY!
he is not my type so don't ask the question that you and i know you would want to ask la hor~
thank you so much bitch for doing that for me and to the fact that i am sick! i am actually so touched! like i said...
*if that is what i think he did that for la*
while waiting for my mum that has been called for a meeting by her boss at 5 p.m.! so sengaja lo~
i do not edit pictures of myself so stop asking! this is the real me~ if you cannot accept it then fark off!
*see the chan-ness in my eyes*
and yes~ Mac D again! i would puke if i eat Mac D after my finals! just the sight of it.... you know what i mean~
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